dear friends, brothers and sisters,

till this day, i still miss my mui mui, my most beloved white persian cat
with beautiful eyes who passed away on the 2nd of April 2004 due to kidney
failure. sometimes i feel depressed. sometimes i feel suicidal. sometimes i
feel life is meaningless. Like king solomon says "all is vanity".
mui  mui is so innocent and pure. her gentle purrs would touch even the most
violent man...my father cried bitterly when she passed away. My mom had a
huge blow that she may never recover fully. And I was devastated to lose
her....:`(

She gave unconditional love to my family and me for the past 10 years. You
really got to see her personally and get to know her to see how humane she
is. Sometimes I wonder if she's an angel sent from God.....she would look at
you in the eyes and purr at you gently and lovingly. She would come to you
to show you that she loves you. She loves company.

She doesn't have to go in this way....

there are many unanswered questions about God and I just have to keep on
living my life. No other choice. Maybe God will explain to me one day why He
chose not to save her at that critical moment?

i miss her. her death probably change my life forever in some of my
thinking. i dun think i will be fully happy even if i have 1 billion
dollars. Money can never replace my love for her and her affection for me.

When I'm free, I will put her photos on the web for all to see how cute,
adorable and lovable she is.....she went too fast, too sudden, and too
soon....

Still Luving you, Mui Mui....
Arthur.



----- Original Message -----
From: "Anntelope" <anntelope@...>
To: <catprayers@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Saturday, May 08, 2004 12:28 PM
Subject: Re: [catprayers] need prayer for potential adoption please


> Me too LOL
>
> Anne
>
> > From: "Arthur Ng" <alphalht@...>
> > Reply-To: catprayers@yahoogroups.com
> > Date: Sat, 8 May 2004 11:47:50 +0800
> > To: <catprayers@yahoogroups.com>
> > Subject: Re: [catprayers] need prayer for potential adoption please
> >
> > ok i will pray for pot! :)
> >
> > ----- Original Message -----
> > From: "Anntelope" <anntelope@...>
> > To: <catprayers@yahoogroups.com>
> > Sent: Friday, May 07, 2004 11:53 PM
> > Subject: Re: [catprayers] need prayer for potential adoption please
> >
> >
> >> Oh how funny - in the subject line it looks like I said "need prayers
for
> >> pot."
> >>
> >> HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.
> >>
> >> love
> >> Anne
> >>
> >>> From: "barbara" <barbara@...>
> >>> Reply-To: catprayers@yahoogroups.com
> >>> Date: Fri, 7 May 2004 07:50:35 -0500
> >>> To: <catprayers@yahoogroups.com>
> >>> Subject: RE: [catprayers] need prayer for potential adoption please
> >>>
> >>> You got my prayers Anne, Barb
> >>>
> >>> -----Original Message-----
> >>> From: Anntelope [mailto:anntelope@...]
> >>> Sent: Thursday, May 06, 2004 9:46 PM
> >>> To: cat prayers group
> >>> Subject: [catprayers] need prayer for potential adoption please
> >>>
> >>>
> >>> There's finally a cat at the refuge that struck that place inside my
> >>> heart, a little black male cat who was left in his carry case on the
> >>> sidewalk all alone where lucky for him some kind lady rescued him and
> >>> brought him to the refuge.  He is soooooooo beautiful to me - just
> >>> something about him, the way he puts his face next to mine when I pet
> >>> him in his cage reminds me of Daisy.  He's a very small dainty cat
with
> >>> a tiny white diamond on his chest. He's got small paws and he's very
> >>> graceful looking - almost like an Egyptian type of cat with a long
sleek
> >>> muzzle.  He's just gorgeous and I'm crazy about him.
> >>>
> >>> Please pray that nothing ruins it because there's two things that
could
> >>> and that's one, he has to be tested and I'm praying he's not positive.
> >>> Second, I don't know if he likes other cats.  Either one of those
things
> >>> could ruin it for me since I've already got a cat.  I can't expose her
> >>> to disease number one and number two if he's not friendly that
wouldn't
> >>> be fair to her either.
> >>>
> >>> If things do work out there's still going to be some things that will
> >>> have to be taken care of pronto - for instance, he's not fixed yet so
I
> >>> will have to get her fixed immediately because she just had a heat -
she
> >>> went into heat before the coupon arrived from friends of animals but
> >>> it's here now and she's out of heat so I believe I might have her
fixed
> >>> tomorrow.  I also want to get the other cat tested tomorrow so I don't
> >>> know how I'm going to juggle this but I'm going to do it somehow if I
> >>> possibly can.
> >>>
> >>> Anyway - please pray for me y'all - that the Lord is in approval of me
> >>> having this gift.
> >>>
> >>> Thanks
> >>> Anne
> >>>
> >>>
> >>>
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What is the best way to overcome flashbacks?




--- The Pèrƒèct Stórm Shâwñ ßâdÿk
<sbadyk@...> wrote:
> Sean,
>
> I have severe obsessive-compulsive disorder, severe
> depression & I
> am psychotic.  I am sure I suffer from greater
> mental illness that
> you do.
>
> Now it was Sonya & her friend who began
> impersonating because they
> read how my psychotic illness & OCD make me think
> people are
> persecuting me when they aren't & this has tormented
> me for years, &
> they made several profiles where they said things
> about me that were
> NOT true & they admitted they did it because they
> knew it made
> caused me severe distress & they laughed about it &
> they just
> controlled to do it more & more & they didn't stop
> until I made a
> website about them & said things that caused THEM
> distress.  I took
> that site down long ago when Shelby admitted to take
> down the
> profiles she made about me.
>
> Now from what I have read about you on here, you
> seem to be the
> dipshit, & it is you who is not mentally ill at all,
> but a big
> mouthed coward.
>
> You have a lot to think about, cause your
> personality is just
> pathetic & you really are a sad case.
>
>





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I think that the best way to fight social problems caused by OCD is
to just get out in society & confront the problems they cause, sure
it is distressing for a week or so at the time, but you will beat it
& feel good & give yourself a better life.

By the way, I have a good looking face.

Sean,

I have severe obsessive-compulsive disorder, severe depression & I
am psychotic.  I am sure I suffer from greater mental illness that
you do.

Now it was Sonya & her friend who began impersonating because they
read how my psychotic illness & OCD make me think people are
persecuting me when they aren't & this has tormented me for years, &
they made several profiles where they said things about me that were
NOT true & they admitted they did it because they knew it made
caused me severe distress & they laughed about it & they just
controlled to do it more & more & they didn't stop until I made a
website about them & said things that caused THEM distress.  I took
that site down long ago when Shelby admitted to take down the
profiles she made about me.

Now from what I have read about you on here, you seem to be the
dipshit, & it is you who is not mentally ill at all, but a big
mouthed coward.

You have a lot to think about, cause your personality is just
pathetic & you really are a sad case.

I need people to take into consideration as to what
can be done to help me deal with flashbacks?  I am
starting to have them!!!



--- "Ryan." <navyforces03@...> wrote:
>
> Dear Sirs,
>
> 
>
> well, honestly i was in the Fall Semester 2004 in
> the BAU University and i was so kind and funny with
> my friends so they loved me alot and from one to one
> i had about nearly more than 80 person i know cuz
> our class was so wide and big i mean, like 120
> person in one class .. so
>
> 
>
> after i left the university i've still connected
> with them by emails- phone calls and also going to
> the university to see & meet them every week or 2
> weeks and stay long hours with them without any
> problems, but until last time everything change i
> went to the university from one month ago and i was
> so stress out and overwhelmed, so everyone can show
> these signs on my face and can say that i have a
> problem, but i said nothing happened and i am just
> okay, cuz whenever i go there shu 80 person says hi
> to me like a protest !! and they says my name : Ryan
> where have you been and we miss you alot and you are
> like "Idol Star" and you left us and where have you
> been and really we need you here and etc.. Still....
> let me continue pls..?!
>
> today and after 2 weeks of saying to myself Oh this
> week i will go ,and this week i will go to the
> university to see my friends and they are asking
> about me for example, today i have chatted with my
> friend and yesterday also with another 2 friends and
> they all said to me why u are not coming to see ya
> .. they really love me and i really love them .. but
> i am afraid from them i dunno why maybe cuz they are
> alot on one person (me) or maybe cuz i feel that i
> am famous in my x-university and thats makes me
> anxious & stress, so to conclude today i was going
> to see them at 11 Oclock, after i make up my mind
> about 2 hours then i said i will meet them at 1
> oclock , but i back up and i don't wanna to go
> anymore anyday !! I am afraid
>
> 
>
> Second problem is that :
>
> i have christain friends and i am afraid from them
> too
>
> i am afraid to meet them or to go with them out
> eventhough we are friend from long time ago i dunno
> what is happening to me" i am muslim, but this is
> not the story"  !!  i am very open minded..
>
> 
>
> Third, my problem is with the time to going to gym :
> i am hating to go to gym cuz of the stress When ever
> i go to gym i feel overwhelmed and started to feel
> anxious and feel that my heart is starting to beat
> fast and have a hard cramp neck & back .. so
> yesterday i didn't go maybe today too even though
> i've registered from one week ago !! i am Confused -
> what I have to do right now - help over there
>
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
>
> 
>
> crying ryan
>
> 
>
> 
>
>
>
>
>    From the Middle Eastern
>    Lebanon - Beirut City
>
>            
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I am having trouble with somatic obsessions - thinking I am ugly and
my hair is bad and thinking no one wants to look at me or talk to me
because of it. I can't watch T.V. because I compare myself to the
people on T.V., and I check everyone I see on the street to see if
they are prettier or uglier than me. This is taking over my life. I
am a checker, and have gotten some relief with exposure and ritual
pervention on other obsessions. This thinking I am ugly is very
painful. I have tried meds, but not able to tolerate them. I got this
obsession when I quit the meds. Anyone else think they are soooooooo
ugly? I tried to watch T.V. two nights ago, for about a half hour,
and it was not a good experience. But I tried to expose myself to it.
I do better when I face my fears/obsessions, but this is overwhelming
me. There are many other things I can't do at this time, but this is
getting pretty long. Any help with the ugly obsession will be
appreciated. Just knowing someone else feels the same pain would
help.

I need people to take into consideration as to what
can be done to help me deal with flashbacks?  I am
starting to have them!!!



--- "Ryan." <navyforces03@...> wrote:
>
> Dear Sirs,
>
>
>
> well, honestly i was in the Fall Semester 2004 in
> the BAU University and i was so kind and funny with
> my friends so they loved me alot and from one to one
> i had about nearly more than 80 person i know cuz
> our class was so wide and big i mean, like 120
> person in one class .. so
>
>
>
> after i left the university i've still connected
> with them by emails- phone calls and also going to
> the university to see & meet them every week or 2
> weeks and stay long hours with them without any
> problems, but until last time everything change i
> went to the university from one month ago and i was
> so stress out and overwhelmed, so everyone can show
> these signs on my face and can say that i have a
> problem, but i said nothing happened and i am just
> okay, cuz whenever i go there shu 80 person says hi
> to me like a protest !! and they says my name : Ryan
> where have you been and we miss you alot and you are
> like "Idol Star" and you left us and where have you
> been and really we need you here and etc.. Still....
> let me continue pls..?!
>
> today and after 2 weeks of saying to myself Oh this
> week i will go ,and this week i will go to the
> university to see my friends and they are asking
> about me for example, today i have chatted with my
> friend and yesterday also with another 2 friends and
> they all said to me why u are not coming to see ya
> .. they really love me and i really love them .. but
> i am afraid from them i dunno why maybe cuz they are
> alot on one person (me) or maybe cuz i feel that i
> am famous in my x-university and thats makes me
> anxious & stress, so to conclude today i was going
> to see them at 11 Oclock, after i make up my mind
> about 2 hours then i said i will meet them at 1
> oclock , but i back up and i don't wanna to go
> anymore anyday !! I am afraid
>
>
>
> Second problem is that :
>
> i have christain friends and i am afraid from them
> too
>
> i am afraid to meet them or to go with them out
> eventhough we are friend from long time ago i dunno
> what is happening to me" i am muslim, but this is
> not the story"  !!  i am very open minded..
>
>
>
> Third, my problem is with the time to going to gym :
> i am hating to go to gym cuz of the stress When ever
> i go to gym i feel overwhelmed and started to feel
> anxious and feel that my heart is starting to beat
> fast and have a hard cramp neck & back .. so
> yesterday i didn't go maybe today too even though
> i've registered from one week ago !! i am Confused -
> what I have to do right now - help over there
>
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
>
>
>
> crying ryan
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>    From the Middle Eastern
>    Lebanon - Beirut City
>
>
> ---------------------------------
> Do you Yahoo!?
> Win a $20,000 Career Makeover at Yahoo! HotJobs





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• From the Middle Eastern
• Lebanon - Beirut City

-----Original Message-----
From: thinker12122003 [mailto:thinker12122003@...]
Sent: 05 May 2004 00:59
To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [ocd] Re: help for everyone

I would love to hear how you did it.

God Bless

--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, cressida crown <cressidacrown@y...> wrote:
> hello to all the members of this group
> 
> I have been a very passive member until now..because i never knew
how to spread the message of mine about getting over my OCD..I got a
firm belief and conquered all my fears and compulsions..i dont see
even one linger around me these days..if anyone really wants to know
what helped me..i could tell you...but I will mail personally to the
person who wants to know about it..
> 
> I wont write about it in the group because it deals with a faith..a
faith that one should have..
> 
> after conquering my worst fears..this was what i felt..i felt so
stupid about myself to have spent so much time on OCD..I bet all you
people can benefit from what I say..so please give it a thought
> 
> -Deepa
>
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Hi Howard, I agree with you totally. What I meant was that God must
have given us tools to totally illiminate OCD, fear, depression and
anxiety. For example, God gave us the gift of dicovering antibiotics
in order to illiminate life threatening infectious diseases. Most of
the time God's help comes through the work of human hands.



--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Howard Schabow" <h_schabow@y...> wrote:
> Hi Thinker,
>
> When you said God gave us the tools to overcome our problems, you
> just stated the solution. God is the solution, in other words,
> complete faith and trust in God is what has helped me with my ocd.
> Like when we repent of ours sins, we can also give Him all our
other
> problems and He takes them away from us. Faith in God overcomes
ocd,
> I know this to be true, because I'm living proof of that! I'll post
> more about it later, but the Bible has the solution to all of man's
> problems!  Really, it does. To anyone who wants more, I can send
you
> Bible quotes and other resources. Trust me on this, Jesus is the
> answer, He has helped me more than meds and CBT combined. A million
> times better. No comparison. The tool you are looking for is right
> beside you, it's called belief, faith and trust in God. Prayer too.
> I'm not making this up, it works.
>
> Howard
>
> --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "thinker12122003"
<thinker12122003@y...>
> wrote:
> > Hello everyone, I just had an idea. Who better to cure OCD and
> > anxiety than the people experiencing it? This is just a thought,
> but
> > what if we use this message board as a basis for our collective
> > experiences, and then in some way try to analyze the processes of
> > this vile illness and hopefully come up with some very
interesting
> > and actually usable techniques that work. We as users could
> establish
> > a collective methodology of maintaining and utilizing our
results.
> We
> > as a group would determine on how to pursue our research and
place
> > definite guidelines to how it should be implemented. For example,
> we
> > are all committee members at a round table, and we all have a say
> on
> > how this research should be executed for the purpose of
eliminating
> > OCD, illogical worrying and anxiety. I'm sure this idea will get
> > a lot of you thinking, and that's the point. We could possibly
all
> > create something that is free and that actually works. We could
all
> > start looking at our experiences objectively (become researchers)
> and
> > start gathering information that might eventually lead to a cure.
> We
> > could consider everything from NLP to perception, imagery to
> > aromatherapy. Obviously the help and research that is out there
is
> > not doing a hell of a lot to help most of us. I believe that God
> gave
> > us the tools to cure ourselves, we just haven't found them yet or
> > don't know how to use them. Please let me know your thoughts,
> > opinions and ideas.

I would love to hear how you did it.

God Bless

--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, cressida crown <cressidacrown@y...> wrote:
> hello to all the members of this group
>
> I have been a very passive member until now..because i never knew
how to spread the message of mine about getting over my OCD..I got a
firm belief and conquered all my fears and compulsions..i dont see
even one linger around me these days..if anyone really wants to know
what helped me..i could tell you...but I will mail personally to the
person who wants to know about it..
>
> I wont write about it in the group because it deals with a faith..a
faith that one should have..
>
> after conquering my worst fears..this was what i felt..i felt so
stupid about myself to have spent so much time on OCD..I bet all you
people can benefit from what I say..so please give it a thought
>
> -Deepa
>
> Yahoo! India Matrimony: Find your partner online.

Yahoo! India Matrimony: Find your partner online.

Hello everyone, I just had an idea. Who better to cure OCD and
anxiety than the people experiencing it? This is just a thought, but
what if we use this message board as a basis for our collective
experiences, and then in some way try to analyze the processes of
this vile illness and hopefully come up with some very interesting
and actually usable techniques that work. We as users could establish
a collective methodology of maintaining and utilizing our results. We
as a group would determine on how to pursue our research and place
definite guidelines to how it should be implemented. For example, we
are all committee members at a round table, and we all have a say on
how this research should be executed for the purpose of eliminating
OCD, illogical worrying and anxiety. I'm sure this idea will get
a lot of you thinking, and that's the point. We could possibly all
create something that is free and that actually works. We could all
start looking at our experiences objectively (become researchers) and
start gathering information that might eventually lead to a cure. We
could consider everything from NLP to perception, imagery to
aromatherapy. Obviously the help and research that is out there is
not doing a hell of a lot to help most of us. I believe that God gave
us the tools to cure ourselves, we just haven't found them yet or
don't know how to use them. Please let me know your thoughts,
opinions and ideas.

----- Original Message -----

From: Howard Schabow

To: ocd@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Tuesday, May 04, 2004 1:25 PM

Subject: [ocd] Re: addictions------about computers

Hey Arthur,

Yeah, that sounds like a great computer setup! Very nice and fast! I
would use Win2000 myself, but WinXP Pro  is fine. Also recent
versions of linux are nice too, if you wanted to dual-boot. Add a top
of the line digital camera, speakers, and high speed internet and you
would have a wonderful pc. Of course there are other things you could
add, great software programs and other hardware like external hard
drives for backup, etc.

Howard


--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur" <alphalht@s...> wrote:
> Howard, my ideal configuration is:
>
> At least an Athlon 64 3.6Ghz
> 1 GIG DDR2 DRAM
> 200 GIG SATA Hard disk /w RAID
> 17-inch LCD 12-16ms response time
> Creative 5.1 sound card /w 5.1 speakers
> New generation ATI Radeon R420
> New generation Epson Durabrite printer (after the C83)
> USB 2.0 scanner
> DVD/CR-R/CDR-W writer
> Web Cam
> optical mouse
> keyboard
> Good casing
> floppy drive
>
> Did I miss out anything? ;)
>
>   ----- Original Message -----
>   From: Howard Schabow
>   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
>   Sent: Monday, May 03, 2004 7:08 AM
>   Subject: [ocd] Re: addictions------about computers
>
>
>   Hi all,
>
>   Future Pentium 4's will also support 64 bit software, that's what
I
>   read anyway. These new processors from Intel should be out later
this
>   year or next year. I also have read that WinXP-64 Server has been
>   delayed until likely next year or very late this year. Currently,
>   only a few operating systems, Red Hat Linux (I believe) among
other
>   Linux distributions fully support 64 bit applications and
Operating
>   System's. Mainstream Windows users will have to wait until 2006
for
>   the next major version of Windows, currently code-named Longhorn.
>   Longhorn, I'm guessing, will support 64 bit apps, and have
backward
>   compatibility with current 32 bit software, which is 99 plus
percent
>   of today's software.
>
>   The Athlon 64 is made in a few versions, all of which are 100% 64
bit
>   capable, along with being fully backward compatible with todays
>   software. So you can run all of today's apps, and future 64 bit
>   software too, when it comes out. Also, the Athlon 64 are very,
very
>   fast computers, but still somewhat expensive. There regular
Athlon XP
>   is now their value CPU, so they are a good buy. Hope I didn't
confuse
>   anyone with my tech babble! If anyone wants more advice or
>   information about computers, I'll be happy to reply, and I'll do
my
>   best to keep it in plain English.
>
>   Basically, not everyone needs a top of the line PC, people doing
just
>   normal stuff like email, internet browsing, word processing,
>   listening to music, basic spreadsheets or simple 2D drawing don't
>   need much power. They can get by with any recent PC, even
inexpensive
>   ones. On the other hand, people doing a lot of video editing,
Auto
>   CAD, running servers, making music and video's on their PC's,
hard
>   core gaming, etc.,  need more powerful computers. It really
depends
>   on your needs, and of course your budget.
>
>   Hope this helps,
>
>   Howard
>
>
>   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur" <alphalht@s...> wrote:
>   > Dear Paty,
>   >
>   > I think you know there are two main chip making companies in
>   America. One is Intel, which owns about 80-90% of the world's
market
>   for processors. The other is arch-rival AMD, which owns about 15-
20%.
>   >
>   > AMD came out with the "Athlon" 64, while Intel has the "Pentium
4".
>   The Pentium 4 currently supports 32-bit applications and games,
while
>   the Athlon 64 can support both 32-bit and future 64-bit
applications
>   and games.
>   >
>   > There will soon be 64-bit applications in half a year's or 1
years
>   time. These are suppose to run faster on 64-bit processors. So
AMD
>   Athlon may be a better choice and investment.
>   >
>   > The newest seems to be the AMD Athlon 64 3700+ speed or
something
>   like that. It is incredibly fast.
>   >
>   > If you play high quality games, you may want to get 1 GIG RAM,
lots
>   of hard disk (the new SATA hard disk), and an ATI Radeon series
>   graphics card.
>   >
>   >   ----- Original Message -----
>   >   From: Sweet
>   >   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
>   >   Sent: Sunday, May 02, 2004 5:17 AM
>   >   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
>   >
>   >
>   >   What?
>   >
>   >   I know microsoft is making now windows 2004, but what
procesator
>   I
>   >   need for that? what is the newest? esplain me please
>   >
>   >   see you
>   >
>   >
>   >
>   >   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur" <alphalht@s...> wrote:
>   >   > dear paty,
>   >   >
>   >   > have you thought of getting an AMD Athlon 64-bit processor?
coz
>   >   Microsoft will soon come out with Windows XP 64-bit
edition.....
>   >   >   ----- Original Message -----
>   >   >   From: Sweet
>   >   >   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
>   >   >   Sent: Saturday, May 01, 2004 9:16 AM
>   >   >   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
>   >   >
>   >   >
>   >   >
>   >   >
>   >   >   DDear Howard:
>   >   >
>   >   >   I installed the computer of my sister, Acer but it frezer
>   after
>   >   few
>   >   >   minutes on, my laptop is with some place for service now,
>   they
>   >   clean
>   >   >   and maybe format c and if not, I have other cpu with a
lot
>   >   >   information about my wosk(when I did alone) but the modem
not
>   >   work in
>   >   >   that, but if not work nothing I will buy one in this day
for
>   the
>   >   day
>   >   >   mom maybe I can find a good deal in some store a good
price
>   >   >
>   >   >   I need 500 or more ram, pentium 4,; 2 or more procesador
and
>   cd
>   >   for
>   >   >   copy my information and make safe my works.
>   >   >
>   >   >   I am thinking in work agian for my self giving consulting
>   >   >   enviromental. I will make a big campaña publucity in the
news
>   in
>   >   >   tampico and make fliers and cards. I am decided, but very
sad
>   >   becouse
>   >   >   my relation in home with mom and sister is bad, they
>   disaprove
>   >   all
>   >   >   that I say or do, and that make me mad and is wrong for
me
>   keep
>   >   all
>   >   >   the bad fellings. I cannot more, today I not take paxil I
>   >   finish, my
>   >   >   mom not want go with me at psycoterapist.
>   >   >
>   >   >   my dad want buy for me the Celular phone and help in the
>   >   campanña for
>   >   >   the busines, I hope all resul good.
>   >   >   but for other side I would like dead, I fell that I
cannot
>   with
>   >   the
>   >   >   life becouse my inside mom tell mt ehta I do all wrong. I
am
>   not
>   >   >   doing diet. I was thinking about I could go with mom at
gym
>   but
>   >   she
>   >   >   not wake up to me and not want go with me, she is evil.is
>   hard
>   >   to
>   >   >   acept even at my 37 years old.
>   >   >
>   >   >
>   >   >   I really m iss you dear friend
>   >   >   What about you?
>   >   >   hugs
>   >   >   Paty
>   >   >
>   >   >
>   >   >   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Howard Schabow"
<h_schabow@y...>
>   >   wrote:
>   >   >   > Hi Paty,
>   >   >   >
>   >   >   > I'm sorry for not replying to your message earlier. I
know
>   you
>   >   >   can't
>   >   >   > use your computer at home, is it still having problems?
Did
>   >   you get
>   >   >   > your sisters pc? It will be hard for me to diagnose
what is
>   >   wrong
>   >   >   > with your laptop, but I promised I would. I'll do my
best
>   to
>   >   fix
>   >   >   it,
>   >   >   > but you will have to describe the problem's very well,
so I
>   >   can
>   >   >   > understand what is wrong with your pc. There are
millions
>   of
>   >   things
>   >   >   > it could be, I'll discover it eventually and give you
>   >   directions to
>   >   >   > fix your laptop. Hopefully it will work. Also, are you
able
>   to
>   >   chat
>   >   >   > with your boyfriend on a regular basis? Yeah, stay away
>   from
>   >   >   > cigarettes, you don't need another obsession or
problem.
>   How
>   >   is
>   >   >   your
>   >   >   > weight problem? Hope you don't mind all of my
questions, I
>   >   haven't
>   >   >   > chatted with you in a few weeks now.
>   >   >   >
>   >   >   > Sincerely,
>   >   >   >
>   >   >   > Howard
>   >   >   >
>   >   >   >
>   >   >   > --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Sweet" <sweetcookiex@y...>
>   wrote:
>   >   >   > >
>   >   >   > >
>   >   >   > > I would like to know if somebody here have as me
>   tendences
>   >   to get
>   >   >   > > adiccions, I were smoker 20 years,I stoped now, I
have 3
>   >   weeks
>   >   >   > > without computer in home and I coul,dt play
canstaonline
>   and
>   >   not
>   >   >   > chat
>   >   >   > > and I am getting crazy without internet, and I want
more
>   >   cigarret
>   >   >   > but
>   >   >   > > nooooooo,
>   >   >   > >
>   >   >   > > Is out of my conttrol, is a compultion and the
obssecioin
>   >   for
>   >   >   stop
>   >   >   > it
>   >   >
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Ok, please take something into consideration.  I am
starting to remember some things that I have
repressed.  My life has been like a war, and in a
sense, i am havingflash backs.  What is the best way
to deal with this?

--- Sweet <sweetcookiex@...> wrote:
> Dear howard
>
>
> sorry but you know that my english is not very good,
> but that mean
> atlon is bettel than intell?? and pentium 4 too??,
> well if not we
> chat later ok
>  byeee
>
>
> --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Howard Schabow"
> <h_schabow@y...> wrote:
> > Hi all,
> >
> > Future Pentium 4's will also support 64 bit
> software, that's what I
> > read anyway. These new processors from Intel
> should be out later
> this
> > year or next year. I also have read that WinXP-64
> Server has been
> > delayed until likely next year or very late this
> year. Currently,
> > only a few operating systems, Red Hat Linux (I
> believe) among other
> > Linux distributions fully support 64 bit
> applications and Operating
> > System's. Mainstream Windows users will have to
> wait until 2006 for
> > the next major version of Windows, currently
> code-named Longhorn.
> > Longhorn, I'm guessing, will support 64 bit apps,
> and have backward
> > compatibility with current 32 bit software, which
> is 99 plus
> percent
> > of today's software.
> >
> > The Athlon 64 is made in a few versions, all of
> which are 100% 64
> bit
> > capable, along with being fully backward
> compatible with todays
> > software. So you can run all of today's apps, and
> future 64 bit
> > software too, when it comes out. Also, the Athlon
> 64 are very, very
> > fast computers, but still somewhat expensive.
> There regular Athlon
> XP
> > is now their value CPU, so they are a good buy.
> Hope I didn't
> confuse
> > anyone with my tech babble! If anyone wants more
> advice or
> > information about computers, I'll be happy to
> reply, and I'll do my
> > best to keep it in plain English.
> >
> > Basically, not everyone needs a top of the line
> PC, people doing
> just
> > normal stuff like email, internet browsing, word
> processing,
> > listening to music, basic spreadsheets or simple
> 2D drawing don't
> > need much power. They can get by with any recent
> PC, even
> inexpensive
> > ones. On the other hand, people doing a lot of
> video editing, Auto
> > CAD, running servers, making music and video's on
> their PC's, hard
> > core gaming, etc.,  need more powerful computers.
> It really depends
> > on your needs, and of course your budget.
> >
> > Hope this helps,
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> > --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur"
> <alphalht@s...> wrote:
> > > Dear Paty,
> > >
> > > I think you know there are two main chip making
> companies in
> > America. One is Intel, which owns about 80-90% of
> the world's
> market
> > for processors. The other is arch-rival AMD, which
> owns about 15-
> 20%.
> > >
> > > AMD came out with the "Athlon" 64, while Intel
> has the "Pentium
> 4".
> > The Pentium 4 currently supports 32-bit
> applications and games,
> while
> > the Athlon 64 can support both 32-bit and future
> 64-bit
> applications
> > and games.
> > >
> > > There will soon be 64-bit applications in half a
> year's or 1
> years
> > time. These are suppose to run faster on 64-bit
> processors. So AMD
> > Athlon may be a better choice and investment.
> > >
> > > The newest seems to be the AMD Athlon 64 3700+
> speed or something
> > like that. It is incredibly fast.
> > >
> > > If you play high quality games, you may want to
> get 1 GIG RAM,
> lots
> > of hard disk (the new SATA hard disk), and an ATI
> Radeon series
> > graphics card.
> > >
> > >   ----- Original Message -----
> > >   From: Sweet
> > >   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
> > >   Sent: Sunday, May 02, 2004 5:17 AM
> > >   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
> > >
> > >
> > >   What?
> > >
> > >   I know microsoft is making now windows 2004,
> but what
> procesator
> > I
> > >   need for that? what is the newest? esplain me
> please
> > >
> > >   see you
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur"
> <alphalht@s...> wrote:
> > >   > dear paty,
> > >   >
> > >   > have you thought of getting an AMD Athlon
> 64-bit processor?
> coz
> > >   Microsoft will soon come out with Windows XP
> 64-bit edition.....
> > >   >   ----- Original Message -----
> > >   >   From: Sweet
> > >   >   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
> > >   >   Sent: Saturday, May 01, 2004 9:16 AM
> > >   >   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
> > >   >
> > >   >
> > >   >
> > >   >
> > >   >   DDear Howard:
> > >   >
> > >   >   I installed the computer of my sister,
> Acer but it frezer
> > after
> > >   few
> > >   >   minutes on, my laptop is with some place
> for service now,
> > they
> > >   clean
> > >   >   and maybe format c and if not, I have
> other cpu with a lot
> > >   >   information about my wosk(when I did
> alone) but the modem
> not
> > >   work in
> > >   >   that, but if not work nothing I will buy
> one in this day
> for
> > the
> > >   day
> > >   >   mom maybe I can find a good deal in some
> store a good price
> > >   >
> > >   >   I need 500 or more ram, pentium 4,; 2 or
> more procesador
> and
> > cd
> > >   for
> > >   >   copy my information and make safe my
> works.
> > >   >
> > >   >   I am thinking in work agian for my self
> giving consulting
> > >   >   enviromental. I will make a big campaña
> publucity in the
> news
> > in
>
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----- Original Message -----

From: Howard Schabow

To: ocd@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Monday, May 03, 2004 7:08 AM

Subject: [ocd] Re: addictions------about computers

Hi all,

Future Pentium 4's will also support 64 bit software, that's what I
read anyway. These new processors from Intel should be out later this
year or next year. I also have read that WinXP-64 Server has been
delayed until likely next year or very late this year. Currently,
only a few operating systems, Red Hat Linux (I believe) among other
Linux distributions fully support 64 bit applications and Operating
System's. Mainstream Windows users will have to wait until 2006 for
the next major version of Windows, currently code-named Longhorn.
Longhorn, I'm guessing, will support 64 bit apps, and have backward
compatibility with current 32 bit software, which is 99 plus percent
of today's software.

The Athlon 64 is made in a few versions, all of which are 100% 64 bit
capable, along with being fully backward compatible with todays
software. So you can run all of today's apps, and future 64 bit
software too, when it comes out. Also, the Athlon 64 are very, very
fast computers, but still somewhat expensive. There regular Athlon XP
is now their value CPU, so they are a good buy. Hope I didn't confuse
anyone with my tech babble! If anyone wants more advice or
information about computers, I'll be happy to reply, and I'll do my
best to keep it in plain English.

Basically, not everyone needs a top of the line PC, people doing just
normal stuff like email, internet browsing, word processing,
listening to music, basic spreadsheets or simple 2D drawing don't
need much power. They can get by with any recent PC, even inexpensive
ones. On the other hand, people doing a lot of video editing, Auto
CAD, running servers, making music and video's on their PC's, hard
core gaming, etc.,  need more powerful computers. It really depends
on your needs, and of course your budget.

Hope this helps,

Howard


--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur" <alphalht@s...> wrote:
> Dear Paty,
>
> I think you know there are two main chip making companies in
America. One is Intel, which owns about 80-90% of the world's market
for processors. The other is arch-rival AMD, which owns about 15-20%.
>
> AMD came out with the "Athlon" 64, while Intel has the "Pentium 4".
The Pentium 4 currently supports 32-bit applications and games, while
the Athlon 64 can support both 32-bit and future 64-bit applications
and games.
>
> There will soon be 64-bit applications in half a year's or 1 years
time. These are suppose to run faster on 64-bit processors. So AMD
Athlon may be a better choice and investment.
>
> The newest seems to be the AMD Athlon 64 3700+ speed or something
like that. It is incredibly fast.
>
> If you play high quality games, you may want to get 1 GIG RAM, lots
of hard disk (the new SATA hard disk), and an ATI Radeon series
graphics card.
>
>   ----- Original Message -----
>   From: Sweet
>   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
>   Sent: Sunday, May 02, 2004 5:17 AM
>   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
>
>
>   What?
>
>   I know microsoft is making now windows 2004, but what procesator
I
>   need for that? what is the newest? esplain me please
>
>   see you
>
>
>
>   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur" <alphalht@s...> wrote:
>   > dear paty,
>   >
>   > have you thought of getting an AMD Athlon 64-bit processor? coz
>   Microsoft will soon come out with Windows XP 64-bit edition.....
>   >   ----- Original Message -----
>   >   From: Sweet
>   >   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
>   >   Sent: Saturday, May 01, 2004 9:16 AM
>   >   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
>   >
>   >
>   >
>   >
>   >   DDear Howard:
>   >
>   >   I installed the computer of my sister, Acer but it frezer
after
>   few
>   >   minutes on, my laptop is with some place for service now,
they
>   clean
>   >   and maybe format c and if not, I have other cpu with a lot
>   >   information about my wosk(when I did alone) but the modem not
>   work in
>   >   that, but if not work nothing I will buy one in this day for
the
>   day
>   >   mom maybe I can find a good deal in some store a good price
>   >
>   >   I need 500 or more ram, pentium 4,; 2 or more procesador and
cd
>   for
>   >   copy my information and make safe my works.
>   >
>   >   I am thinking in work agian for my self giving consulting
>   >   enviromental. I will make a big campaña publucity in the news
in
>   >   tampico and make fliers and cards. I am decided, but very sad
>   becouse
>   >   my relation in home with mom and sister is bad, they
disaprove
>   all
>   >   that I say or do, and that make me mad and is wrong for me
keep
>   all
>   >   the bad fellings. I cannot more, today I not take paxil I
>   finish, my
>   >   mom not want go with me at psycoterapist.
>   >
>   >   my dad want buy for me the Celular phone and help in the
>   campanña for
>   >   the busines, I hope all resul good.
>   >   but for other side I would like dead, I fell that I cannot
with
>   the
>   >   life becouse my inside mom tell mt ehta I do all wrong. I am
not
>   >   doing diet. I was thinking about I could go with mom at gym
but
>   she
>   >   not wake up to me and not want go with me, she is evil.is
hard
>   to
>   >   acept even at my 37 years old.
>   >
>   >
>   >   I really m iss you dear friend
>   >   What about you?
>   >   hugs
>   >   Paty
>   >
>   >
>   >   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Howard Schabow" <h_schabow@y...>
>   wrote:
>   >   > Hi Paty,
>   >   >
>   >   > I'm sorry for not replying to your message earlier. I know
you
>   >   can't
>   >   > use your computer at home, is it still having problems? Did
>   you get
>   >   > your sisters pc? It will be hard for me to diagnose what is
>   wrong
>   >   > with your laptop, but I promised I would. I'll do my best
to
>   fix
>   >   it,
>   >   > but you will have to describe the problem's very well, so I
>   can
>   >   > understand what is wrong with your pc. There are millions
of
>   things
>   >   > it could be, I'll discover it eventually and give you
>   directions to
>   >   > fix your laptop. Hopefully it will work. Also, are you able
to
>   chat
>   >   > with your boyfriend on a regular basis? Yeah, stay away
from
>   >   > cigarettes, you don't need another obsession or problem.
How
>   is
>   >   your
>   >   > weight problem? Hope you don't mind all of my questions, I
>   haven't
>   >   > chatted with you in a few weeks now.
>   >   >
>   >   > Sincerely,
>   >   >
>   >   > Howard
>   >   >
>   >   >
>   >   > --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Sweet" <sweetcookiex@y...>
wrote:
>   >   > >
>   >   > >
>   >   > > I would like to know if somebody here have as me
tendences
>   to get
>   >   > > adiccions, I were smoker 20 years,I stoped now, I have 3
>   weeks
>   >   > > without computer in home and I coul,dt play canstaonline
and
>   not
>   >   > chat
>   >   > > and I am getting crazy without internet, and I want more
>   cigarret
>   >   > but
>   >   > > nooooooo,
>   >   > >
>   >   > > Is out of my conttrol, is a compultion and the obssecioin
>   for
>   >   stop
>   >   > it
>   >
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Only two people, including me, in this group have been to a psychiatric ward? If that's the case, everyone in here must be in pretty good shape. LOL.

We all make mistakes. Thanks for admitting it.

You're welcome to stay. Sometimes we all need a little time out, but
feel free to come back.

Erik


The Pèrƒèct Stórm Shâwñ ßâdÿk wrote:

> I was only joking when I told you to kill yourself. Anyway I do not
> want you to kill yourself, just thought I would clear this up with
> you.
>
> Bye, I will most likely not be back here again.
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----- Original Message -----

From: The Pèrƒèct Stórm Shâwñ ßâdÿk

To: ocd@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Sunday, May 02, 2004 3:44 PM

Subject: [ocd] For Sonya, do not kill yourself

I was only joking when I told you to kill yourself.  Anyway I do not
want you to kill yourself, just thought I would clear this up with
you. 

Bye, I will most likely not be back here again.

Ok dipshit, there are some things thatyou do not joke
aroud about with people who have compulsive
tendencies.

I think you should think about THAT.

If a person has comulsions to do things, and you make
them think about it, you are the one who is
responsible.

You sense of humor makes you deranged, and not ill.
One who is ill, is simply miserable.  If your sense of
humor is that bad, you should THINK about being
serious.



--- The Pèrƒèct Stórm Shâwñ ßâdÿk
<sbadyk@...> wrote:
> I was only joking when I told you to kill yourself.
> Anyway I do not
> want you to kill yourself, just thought I would
> clear this up with
> you.
>
> Bye, I will most likely not be back here again.
>
>





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Ok dipshit, there are some things thatyou do not joke
aroud about with people who have compulsive
tendencies.

I think you should think about THAT.

If a person has comulsions to do things, and you make
them think about it, you are the one who is
responsible.

You sense of humor makes you deranged, and not ill.
One who is ill, is simply miserable.  If your sense of
humor is that bad, you should THINK about being
serious.



--- The Pèrƒèct Stórm Shâwñ ßâdÿk
<sbadyk@...> wrote:
> I was only joking when I told you to kill yourself.
> Anyway I do not
> want you to kill yourself, just thought I would
> clear this up with
> you.
>
> Bye, I will most likely not be back here again.
>
>





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I was only joking when I told you to kill yourself.  Anyway I do not
want you to kill yourself, just thought I would clear this up with
you.

Bye, I will most likely not be back here again.

----- Original Message -----

From: Sweet

To: ocd@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Sunday, May 02, 2004 5:17 AM

Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions

What?

I know microsoft is making now windows 2004, but what procesator I
need for that? what is the newest? esplain me please

see you



--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Arthur" <alphalht@s...> wrote:
> dear paty,
>
> have you thought of getting an AMD Athlon 64-bit processor? coz
Microsoft will soon come out with Windows XP 64-bit edition.....
>   ----- Original Message -----
>   From: Sweet
>   To: ocd@yahoogroups.com
>   Sent: Saturday, May 01, 2004 9:16 AM
>   Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions
>
>
>
>
>   DDear Howard:
>
>   I installed the computer of my sister, Acer but it frezer after
few
>   minutes on, my laptop is with some place for service now, they
clean
>   and maybe format c and if not, I have other cpu with a lot
>   information about my wosk(when I did alone) but the modem not
work in
>   that, but if not work nothing I will buy one in this day for the
day
>   mom maybe I can find a good deal in some store a good price
>
>   I need 500 or more ram, pentium 4,; 2 or more procesador and cd
for
>   copy my information and make safe my works.
>
>   I am thinking in work agian for my self giving consulting
>   enviromental. I will make a big campaña publucity in the news in
>   tampico and make fliers and cards. I am decided, but very sad
becouse
>   my relation in home with mom and sister is bad, they disaprove
all
>   that I say or do, and that make me mad and is wrong for me keep
all
>   the bad fellings. I cannot more, today I not take paxil I
finish, my
>   mom not want go with me at psycoterapist.
>
>   my dad want buy for me the Celular phone and help in the
campanña for
>   the busines, I hope all resul good.
>   but for other side I would like dead, I fell that I cannot with
the
>   life becouse my inside mom tell mt ehta I do all wrong. I am not
>   doing diet. I was thinking about I could go with mom at gym but
she
>   not wake up to me and not want go with me, she is evil.is hard
to
>   acept even at my 37 years old.
>
>
>   I really m iss you dear friend
>   What about you?
>   hugs
>   Paty
>
>
>   --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Howard Schabow" <h_schabow@y...>
wrote:
>   > Hi Paty,
>   >
>   > I'm sorry for not replying to your message earlier. I know you
>   can't
>   > use your computer at home, is it still having problems? Did
you get
>   > your sisters pc? It will be hard for me to diagnose what is
wrong
>   > with your laptop, but I promised I would. I'll do my best to
fix
>   it,
>   > but you will have to describe the problem's very well, so I
can
>   > understand what is wrong with your pc. There are millions of
things
>   > it could be, I'll discover it eventually and give you
directions to
>   > fix your laptop. Hopefully it will work. Also, are you able to
chat
>   > with your boyfriend on a regular basis? Yeah, stay away from
>   > cigarettes, you don't need another obsession or problem. How
is
>   your
>   > weight problem? Hope you don't mind all of my questions, I
haven't
>   > chatted with you in a few weeks now.
>   >
>   > Sincerely,
>   >
>   > Howard
>   >
>   >
>   > --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Sweet" <sweetcookiex@y...> wrote:
>   > >
>   > >
>   > > I would like to know if somebody here have as me tendences
to get
>   > > adiccions, I were smoker 20 years,I stoped now, I have 3
weeks
>   > > without computer in home and I coul,dt play canstaonline and
not
>   > chat
>   > > and I am getting crazy without internet, and I want more
cigarret
>   > but
>   > > nooooooo,
>   > >
>   > > Is out of my conttrol, is a compultion and the obssecioin
for
>   stop
>   > it
>
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I  haven't touched it for ?? 10 years.  Seems about right.

I don't consider myself an addictive personality, but this was a tough
one.  Except for the first two weeks, I tried to stop for almost 5 years
before I finally did it.   Everybody told me never to start smoking,
which was good advice, but didn't cover chewing tobacco.   Bad move to
ever start.

btw, I'm allergic to cigarette smoke.  My eyes puff  up and my throat
closes when I'm exposed to it.  Nasty stuff.

Erik


Sweet wrote:

>
> Erick¨:
>
> when I stoped to smoke I got violent to, but in a few weks this
> actitude gone, I am now in danger moment in my life, I am doing it
> again, I cannot is prohibited for me.
>
> I hope you can stop it to, thanks for share with me your
> expenciences.
>
> see you
>
> --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, Erik <email4erik@b...> wrote:
> > Nicotine is like that.   I could usually make it a month without
> too
> > many problems and then I'd get a wild craving.
> >
> > My last time, I went for 6 months and I was in very good physical
> > shape.  When I tried it, I became violently ill.  It pretty much
> cured me.
> >
> > I still get a "longing" for it, but I know better then to ever try
> it
> > again.
> >
> > I don't think this helped much, but I thought I'd share a little
> of my
> > own experience with it.
> >
> > Erik
> >
> >
> > Sweet wrote:
> >
> > >
> > >
> > > I would like to know if somebody here have as me tendences to get
> > > adiccions, I were smoker 20 years,I stoped now, I have 3 weeks
> > > without computer in home and I coul,dt play canstaonline and not
> chat
> > > and I am getting crazy without internet, and I want more
> cigarret but
> > > nooooooo,
> > >
> > > Is out of my conttrol, is a compultion and the obssecioin for
> stop it
> > >
> > >
> > >
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Nicotine is like that.   I could usually make it a month without too
many problems and then I'd get a wild craving.

My last time, I went for 6 months and I was in very good physical
shape.  When I tried it, I became violently ill.  It pretty much cured me.

I still get a "longing" for it, but I know better then to ever try it
again.

I don't think this helped much, but I thought I'd share a little of my
own experience with it.

Erik


Sweet wrote:

>
>
> I would like to know if somebody here have as me tendences to get
> adiccions, I were smoker 20 years,I stoped now, I have 3 weeks
> without computer in home and I coul,dt play canstaonline and not chat
> and I am getting crazy without internet, and I want more cigarret but
> nooooooo,
>
> Is out of my conttrol, is a compultion and the obssecioin for stop it
>
>
>
>
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> ADVERTISEMENT
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----- Original Message -----

From: Sweet

To: ocd@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Saturday, May 01, 2004 9:16 AM

Subject: [ocd] Re: Adictions

DDear Howard:

I installed the computer of my sister, Acer but it frezer after few
minutes on, my laptop is with some place for service now, they clean
and maybe format c and if not, I have other cpu with a lot
information about my wosk(when I did alone) but the modem not work in
that, but if not work nothing I will buy one in this day for the day
mom maybe I can find a good deal in some store a good price

I need 500 or more ram, pentium 4,; 2 or more procesador and cd for
copy my information and make safe my works.

I am thinking in work agian for my self giving consulting
enviromental. I will make a big campaña publucity in the news in
tampico and make fliers and cards. I am decided, but very sad becouse
my relation in home with mom and sister is bad, they disaprove all
that I say or do, and that make me mad and is wrong for me keep all
the bad fellings. I cannot more, today I not take paxil I finish, my
mom not want go with me at psycoterapist.

my dad want buy for me the Celular phone and help in the campanña for
the busines, I hope all resul good.
but for other side I would like dead, I fell that I cannot with the
life becouse my inside mom tell mt ehta I do all wrong. I am not
doing diet. I was thinking about I could go with mom at gym but she
not wake up to me and not want go with me, she is evil.is hard to
acept even at my 37 years old.


I really m iss you dear friend
What about you?
hugs
Paty


--- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Howard Schabow" <h_schabow@y...> wrote:
> Hi Paty,
>
> I'm sorry for not replying to your message earlier. I know you
can't
> use your computer at home, is it still having problems? Did you get
> your sisters pc? It will be hard for me to diagnose what is wrong
> with your laptop, but I promised I would. I'll do my best to fix
it,
> but you will have to describe the problem's very well, so I can
> understand what is wrong with your pc. There are millions of things
> it could be, I'll discover it eventually and give you directions to
> fix your laptop. Hopefully it will work. Also, are you able to chat
> with your boyfriend on a regular basis? Yeah, stay away from
> cigarettes, you don't need another obsession or problem. How is
your
> weight problem? Hope you don't mind all of my questions, I haven't
> chatted with you in a few weeks now.
>
> Sincerely,
>
> Howard
>
>
> --- In ocd@yahoogroups.com, "Sweet" <sweetcookiex@y...> wrote:
> >
> >
> > I would like to know if somebody here have as me tendences to get
> > adiccions, I were smoker 20 years,I stoped now, I have 3 weeks
> > without computer in home and I coul,dt play canstaonline and not
> chat
> > and I am getting crazy without internet, and I want more cigarret
> but
> > nooooooo,
> >
> > Is out of my conttrol, is a compultion and the obssecioin for
stop
> it