Hey My names Em Im 21 yrs old. I had anxiety sice i was 13 years old
as well as being manic depressive. It comes and goes threw out my
life. Sometime ill be fine for a couple months maybe a year and then
outta no where I get bad again. I recently was reading about ocd
instrusive thoughts and i think that is something i may be dealing
with or have . In the past 2 years i have been under lots and lots
of stress. my mom was diagnosed with throat cancer and in hopsice
care and i had to take on the dutys of helping her..but then by some
sort of miracle she ended up beating the cancer and was cancer free
for about 6 months but we recently just found out she has lung
cancer . So as you can see i been stressing and worrying of losing
my mother for the past couple of months. And it some how as turned
it into me having horrible panic attacks where i cant even sleep
hardly any more.I was giving Paxil and serquel by a dr. i was also
perscribed these when i was younger..but they perscribed me a high
does on the serquel and while i was scared to take the high dose i
did one nite and ended up having a horrible panic attack on it.. now
i wont touch it..needless to say..im trying to deal with this on my
own but some days are more harder then the others..and im finding it
very hard to deal with and actually be able to live a happy life. I
was just seeing if anyone knows anything about.. ocd instrusive
thoughts. and that could give me some insight thank you