Thanks so much for all your replies and stories. It helps to hear others
experiences, as grim as they often are. I have so many questions but can't
summon up the effort to sit long enough at the computer to compose a decent
coherent post!!It took me so long to type the first one! Every time I start
telling the story it brings it all up and gets me into this
mad/angry/frustrated/desperate place that I seem to constantly inhabit at the
moment. If it is ok can I email you directly with specific questions as your
replies have all brought up different things that I would struggle to encompass
in one post. I so appreciate that you have shared your stories, I feel your
pain reading each and every one, so feel mindful of what it takes to do that.
Sharing does help I know, but I also know that in the short time that we have
been going thru this it is hard to keep bringing it up.