Thanks lynne ... i am back to work now and yesterday was a hard day
cause the kids were all acting up which made it a lil bit of a busier
then normal day ... one of my kids at work guenia pig died so she was
with me all day yesterday and she asked alot of questions that i
don't even have answers too ....i just got her to draw me pictures of
her guiena pig..her mom said it helped alot ..i know it took her mind
off of the loss ... so it was hard ... i think partly cause i just
lost mischief ... but life does go on ... the headaches have been
terrible but i saw a doc and its due to stress ... i hope that u are
doing ok ... my body been so tired but thats normal too i been
told ...

Ashley


--- In northpetloss@yahoogroups.com, Aisling Mere <myzen66@...> wrote:
>
> Hi Ashley-
> That was an interesting dream you had, probably a
> message from Mischief, to let you know he's OK!
> A week is really rather a short amount of time,
> (although I'm sure it seemed so very long to you) so
> it's natural to be feeling down and sad still. There
> is really no set amount of time where it will suddenly
> start to feel OK.
> When something like this happens it's as though the
> landscape of your soul changes; to draw a paralell;
> it's as though a big hole has been blasted in the
> landscape of your soul, and it feels very raw and
> everything looks different....but in time, the big
> crater left begins to fill in with grass and
> wildflowers, and soon you can begin to feel happy
> again; although life has changed and will never be
> quite the same, you will find the new landscape of
> your soul will be liveable and pleasant again.
> Hang in there, it hurts but I know Mischief would want
> you to be OK! And so do we!
> Lynne
>
>
> --- rainow14 <rainow14@...> wrote:
>
> > well its been a week today at @ 3:21 pm we estimated
> > that he passed
> > away .... i am missing him still but its getting
> > easier and the
> > repairman told me yesterday he missed having him get
> > into his
> > toolbox .... my cat use to check everything out when
> > anyone came into
> > the apartment ... *tears up* so its been full week
> > without him and i
> > just had a dream about him lastnight that he was
> > hiding under the tv
> > stand waiting for me to call his name and he came
> > running out ... i
> > know that sometimes we dream when stressed ... i
> > been suffering with
> > stress headaches ....so i made a week .... life went
> > on waeather i
> > wanted it to or not.... what now ?? whats next ??
> > why is my heart still
> > heavy ??
> >
> > missing that special boy...
> >
> > Ashley
> >
> >
>
>
> "Life's tough, but I'm tougher!"
> -Marion Ryan
>
>
>
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