Hi Ashley-
That was an interesting dream you had, probably a
message from Mischief, to let you know he's OK!
A week is really rather a short amount of time,
(although I'm sure it seemed so very long to you) so
it's natural to be feeling down and sad still. There
is really no set amount of time where it will suddenly
start to feel OK.
When something like this happens it's as though the
landscape of your soul changes; to draw a paralell;
it's as though a big hole has been blasted in the
landscape of your soul, and it feels very raw and
everything looks different....but in time, the big
crater left begins to fill in with grass and
wildflowers, and soon you can begin to feel happy
again; although life has changed and will never be
quite the same, you will find the new landscape of
your soul will be liveable and pleasant again.
Hang in there, it hurts but I know Mischief would want
you to be OK! And so do we!
Lynne


--- rainow14 <rainow14@...> wrote:

> well its been a week today at @ 3:21 pm we estimated
> that he passed
> away .... i am missing him still but its getting
> easier and the
> repairman told me yesterday he missed having him get
> into his
> toolbox .... my cat use to check everything out when
> anyone came into
> the apartment ... *tears up* so its been full week
> without him and i
> just had a dream about him lastnight that he was
> hiding under the tv
> stand waiting for me to call his name and he came
> running out ... i
> know that sometimes we dream when stressed ... i
> been suffering with
> stress headaches ....so i made a week .... life went
> on waeather i
> wanted it to or not.... what now ?? whats next ??
> why is my heart still
> heavy ??
>
> missing that special boy...
>
> Ashley
>
>


"Life's tough, but I'm tougher!"
-Marion Ryan



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