As I read these posts, I can't help feeling a bit envious of
the openess you all seem to experience within your SO's system.
I have been with my SO for 24 years, and I have not even been
able to know any names or specifics regarding his interior world.
It would sure be nice to be "let-in" enough to at least know names of
OM's when you recognize they are out. I am totally shut-out when it
comes to any revealation of this sort. It's very painful to feel so
shut-out when I love him so very much.

What did any of you do to get to that point? I'd love any feedback that
any of you have regarding this.

Take Care,
Gail