To all who know have been there and done that:

Lately I have felt sooooooo spiritually drained.
The kind of drained that you feel like you have no
spirit at all anymore. I feel numb and disconnected
from myself. I have had suicidal thoughts almost
constintly. Then I think of my daughter and everything
calms down and mellows out but only for that brief
moment in time. Then I think about my current
situations with my husband and his mental problems
(which have now slithered into my life)and are now
impossing on and in my life. Making me become this
person that I've NEVER in my life until now have
become. Fully
confused,irratated,irratable,angry,outraged,hateful,cruel,thoughts
of being vindictive,etc. I am tired of us both feeling
this and want to get rid of it but can't because since
my husband and I are soulmates everything he feels and
goes through I feel and go through with him. We are
both in Hell and can't get out. Does anyone know what
him and I are going through and how did any of you get
through it and help your spouse?

Sincerely,
Elizabeth



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