after I lost my son I went to a begrievement group, before I left I was saying
goodbye and look into another mother eyes who lost her son , we just stare at
each other for a moment , I saw her pain her sorrow like mine and I felt like we
were one.  
 
Nobody can understand the pain unless you loss a child. It just feels like
sometimes I losing my mind cause I cant' stop crying at times, Iam physically
tired. My energy has been taken from me and Iam wondering how long it will take
for me to accept his death
 
Iam feel for you Elizabeth     Barbara

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From: Elizabeth Woodham <randewoodham@...>
Subject: Re: [Mourning Loss of a Child] Re: My Morning Margaret Michael mother
To: mourninglossofachild@yahoogroups.com
Date: Friday, August 8, 2008, 5:23 PM






Hi, I haven't been on here for a while. My heart goes out to you. Today I have
been really down. Today is 3 yrs. for my little boy Brady. He was hit by a truck
on August 2,2005. It takes a while to heal. I want my little boy back but I know
I can't have him back. It hurts alot because I can't hold him and give him
kisses. I know he is in better place. I wish the pain in my heart will stop. On
this day and time I had to pull plug. I want to scream to make the pain go away.
It is not far that our kids had to die before us. Sorry I am having a crying
time while I am writting this. I am going to go for now. Brady Eugene Smith's
mother Sue
Brady Eugene Smith 10/16/92 - 08/08/05
--- On Fri, 8/8/08, wreath <wreath505@yahoo. com> wrote:

From: wreath <wreath505@yahoo. com>
Subject: [Mourning Loss of a Child] Re: My Morning Margaret Michael mother
To: mourninglossofachil d@yahoogroups. com
Date: Friday, August 8, 2008, 2:47 PM

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> My name is Barbara , I lost my son to suscide in May of this year,
I cry everyday since then , only other people that have lost a child
understand , but I still feel I suffer in silence. This is the
worst thing that can happen to you. I know my son suffer from mental
illiness and he did suffer over the years , is just the way he die
that breaks my heart. My faith is to believe in heaven and iam glad
because I know he did not end he is just in other dimension.
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feel and my heart goes out to you. I just keep doing things , but
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committed suicide ( Michel Alfred Pelleriti 2/3/77 11/17/93) I have
not been back to? the hospital since? then why no reason,,,,,, Well
one of my clients was having surgery ( I work with MR? children now)
any way i told the mother I would? be there for them, so i go, and i
feel? my throat closing, but? i tell myself i can do it, i go in and
i feel like no i cant but i do, when i get to the floor i? so want
to tell everyone about my child? then i realize i am not? the mother
here today i am "" the? worker"" and i stay and talk and sit with
the mother, then i leave and go home, and i cry and cry all the way
home, thank you for letting me type this to you, thank you for here
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thank you so,,,,, school starts for me in October.(Phd? wow go
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