Hi, I haven't been on here for a while. My heart goes out to you. Today I have
been really down. Today is 3 yrs. for my little boy Brady. He was hit by a truck
on August 2,2005. It takes a while to heal. I want my little boy back but I know
I can't have him back. It hurts alot because I can't hold him and give him
kisses. I know he is in better place. I wish the pain in my heart will stop. On
this day and time I had to pull plug. I want to scream to make the pain go away.
It is not far that our kids had to die before us. Sorry I am having a crying
time while I am writting this. I am going to go for now. Brady Eugene Smith's
mother Sue
Brady Eugene Smith 10/16/92 - 08/08/05
--- On Fri, 8/8/08, wreath <wreath505@...> wrote:

From: wreath <wreath505@...>
Subject: [Mourning Loss of a Child] Re: My Morning Margaret Michael mother
To: mourninglossofachild@yahoogroups.com
Date: Friday, August 8, 2008, 2:47 PM






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> My name is Barbara , I lost my son to suscide in May of this year,
I cry everyday since then , only other people that have lost a child
understand , but I still feel I suffer in silence. This is the
worst thing that can happen to you. I know my son suffer from mental
illiness and he did suffer over the years , is just the way he die
that breaks my heart. My faith is to believe in heaven and iam glad
because I know he did not end he is just in other dimension.
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> I don't know how long i will grieve and I understand how you truly
feel and my heart goes out to you. I just keep doing things , but
Iam numb, Iam like in another world right now. Take care Margaret.
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> My Morning Margaret Michael mother
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> Hello so i am a social worker Now i had a appointment today at
CHOP(Children Hospital in Phila) that is where my son died when he
committed suicide ( Michel Alfred Pelleriti 2/3/77 11/17/93) I have
not been back to? the hospital since? then why no reason,,,,,, Well
one of my clients was having surgery ( I work with MR? children now)
any way i told the mother I would? be there for them, so i go, and i
feel? my throat closing, but? i tell myself i can do it, i go in and
i feel like no i cant but i do, when i get to the floor i? so want
to tell everyone about my child? then i realize i am not? the mother
here today i am "" the? worker"" and i stay and talk and sit with
the mother, then i leave and go home, and i cry and cry all the way
home, thank you for letting me type this to you, thank you for here
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> ?i tell myself it will be ok it will,,,, just wish i had hugs so
thank you so,,,,, school starts for me in October.(Phd? wow go
figure smile on? me Michael xoxoxo)))))) ))))
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> ?fondly margaret mothe to Michael and marlo ( my daughter) always
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