On August 14th my son Baby Owen would've been 4years old, He passed away due to
cot death April 14th 2006(Good Friday that year). He was Born August 14th 2005
it seem's to be so exact he was exactly 8 months and 2min's old when he was
taken with his little smile starting to show and a glint in his eye, just as if
he was about to wake BUT he never did and i must say the 1st year and few months
i was in shock & strong denial, that has sort of passed now, but im still very
much raw still running on auto pilot 90% of the time but trying to deal with the
loss of him that i'll never get over or through, only in time learn to live with
it, it's the devastation of loosing him and heart break i feel only someone
who's been through the same can truly understand, i say to people who ask to
times being hit by a train by a billon and it doesn't even come close to the
feeling it leaves sorry about the babbling i just cant stop when i start but now
im going to stop love to you all i truly know how you;r each feeling love Tracey
in Edinburgh my thoughts are with you all x