Dear Sir


***I have some psychological problems that I think weaken the reiki
flow in my body and through my hands.
From the first days of my life,my parents was treating me so badly
and so cruelly.So I hated them especially my father who was so bad
and so cruel to me.These negative impressions and emotions are so
deep in my psyche and are destroying my whole life.My relationship
with my parents and the whole family is dead for nearly 10 years
ago.My self-esteem is null.I am depressed ,have no motivation for
life and achievement and have a bad look for the future.
My body and mental health are always going down.
My relations with other people are not good.I think that all the bad
luck in the world is my share in this life:Bad parents,bad luck ,bad
relations,bad health,bad psyche,bad thoughts,bad financial matters.I
think that all bad things is chasing me all the time.
In the current moment of writing this letter,I have no money,no
job,no bank account and no visa card.
My whole life is not a happy one and not the one that should be
lived.
All these bad memories ,bad luck and bad situations are deeply
inside my psyche,I do not know how to wipe them off.All these
suppressed memories are killing me.
The most obvious thing of me that I can not cry whatever happened to
me,although I am a highly sensitive man and this is another big
problem.The only times I cried are countable on fingers.
I tried many things to get rid of these memories,but nothing
happened and they are still there in their hidden places of my
psyche destroying me and my life.
***So I would like you to help me in the bad situation that i am in
now.

Thanks a lot.
Yours,
Alaa