i got a mild bit of eating disorder because i dashed out early
without breakfast (was always in a hurry) and spent my lunch money on
CDs, and then i got a summer job where i had to pull a 100lb+ trolley
around all day for three days a week.

when i was weighed in high school, i was 182lbs, and last fall i got
down to 144. i've been somewhere between there and 150 for a while
now, and i didn't think it was a problem, but thursday two weeks ago
i collapsed in front of a group of "friends" and they aren't talking
to me anymore. i have been trying to eat since, but it's easy to
forget, and i'm still in a hurry and still like CDs more than lunch.