The sad fact seems to be, if you are oput in the hospital, as i was
twice, and you dont work, want , try , or make any effort to get well,
all it does is entrench you in the pathos of the disorder, you learn
new tricks, get attention , as i have seen even here on this site, get
a label to hide behind and use as an excuse for not facing the vicious
world..all i did was compare myself, either it was "oh im not that sick"
"im not a 58 pd girl," im not interested in my appearance really, it's
justa hobby, or a fad or a weight loss trick i picked up from mom-ps my
mom had bulimic vomiting behaviors- gotta be pretty , no matter what
the cost-"
guess what else i met a pair of drag queens who called themselves
Belle Limia and Anna Rexia- how witty ..........ugh