Hi my name is Toni
I have read some of the posts here this morning.It is comforting to know there
are others going through the same thing.However I feel bad we have to go through
this at all.If it is a natural process why do our bodies take it so hard?
I am 52 and don't believe it unless I check my birth certificate.I am in a new
relationship I have known my husband around 5 years.I have a home,wonderful job
and new car.I adore my husband.I keep telling myself I should be happy and feel
bad because I am not.
I have always been a easy going person.I don't like to cause waves.I don't
express my feelings much.Not the ones that count anyway.
I am screaming inside ! I have mood swings.I will be just fine and suddenly I am
so mad about the littlest things.I wear men's cotton t-shirts to bed as I have
night sweats mostly in the evening and at night.I have always had a problem with
anxiety and that has escalated.
I am so forgetful it is such a pain!
I have taken Black Conosh and it helps a little and plan to start taking
St.Johns wort also.
My husband seems to be taking it lightly.I bought some anxiety pills and St.
Johns wort yesterday.He just raised his eyebrows and gave me a funny look.I hope
you will reply and it would be good to have people who understand and might have
some ideas.