Hello everyone, this is my first time to post. I'm new to the
group. It's hard trying to find others to talk to because I don't
like sounding like a broken record and I hate to complain to family
and friends. Seems like the biggest problems I'm having is crying
almost all the time and having morbid thoughts. I'm not one that is
afraid of dying, but lately I'm terrified I won't have all
the "things" done that I want to do finished before I die. Also, the
thought of dying and leaving my family is driving me crazy. Does
anyone else have thoughts of dying? I know what alot of you are
thinking.... doesn't she believe in God, etc. Yes, I surely do. I
know that I'll be going to heaven and be with other family members.
It's hard to explain just what it is that scares me so badly. As
much as I don't wish these horrid thoughts on anyone else...I do hope
I'm not the only one. Hope you can help.