Dear MJ,
Welcome to this site! I used to go years in between "spells". Even got
into denial. But have had a relapse since second week in January and am
just now getting back to "normal" (that's a laugh---as if I was ever normal
in the first place). I think I am feeling better because the weather has
stopped changing every five seconds. I take it one day at a time. I know upon
awakening if it is to be a productive day or one where I just sit like a
big bird staring into space. I hurry and take advantage of the days when I
feel like doing something and get into gratitude for the good ones and also
that I don't have something "worser". Where in Missouri are you? I am
originally an Oklahoma gal. Love and hugs, Lou (Yorba Linda, Ca).


In a message dated 7/11/2009 10:29:05 A.M. Pacific Daylight Time,
Mes4Coeurs@... writes:





Hey - it's another one of those 'is this normal' posts.? Sorry.

So life goes on and I'm slowly coming out of this 'fog'.? The ringing in
my ears persist and there's this sense of a low hum that coats the inside of
my skull....a reminder of the roaring dizziness of two weeks ago.? I spend
alot of my time wondering if this is how it is for everyone.? Clarity
peeks through and a little voice whispers, 'It was just another 'one time
thing'. After all - how long has it been since you've had one this bad again?'

I imagine meetings, 'Hi, my name is MJ and it's been?____ weeks/months/I
imagine meetings, 'Hi, my

I wonder about the countless?events I've had prior to this, which pale so
much in comparison that I wonder, 'Maybe this isn't even related'. 'm aware
that I so desperately want this to be behind me?that I'm willing
to?pooh-pooh it away as just another fluke and chalk up this not-dizzy-but-I
wonder
aboutI wonder I wonder about the countless?events I've had prior to this,
which pale so much in comparison that I wonder, 'Maybe th

And so...please tell me about your aftermaths.? I've only once - and many
years ago, experienced this prolonged un-rightness and I think I need to
hear what others might be feeling.

MJ in Missouri, USA

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