Here I am a week and 3 days post attack - and I'm still dealing with this
infuriating disconnect.? This morning, I celebrated the fact that I could put my
underwear on without even coming close to kissing dresser.? I thought, "Look at
me!? I'm better!!!"?Went to work (home health care) and was doing great until my
patient had me read something to her with the television on in the background.?
A sense of panic bubbled up and my brain screamed 'overload'.? Suddenly and
quite without me, my ears were on some beach enjoying the incessant crashing of
waves.? I lay down on the floor for a bit, expecting that the ceiling would take
off on a circular journey.? Well - it never did though there's no question that
I'm not yet recovered.







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