I am 20 years old with two kids, a son who
is<br>2 1/2 and a daughter who is 16 months.... get ready
to faint, i weigh 250 pounds....thats scary,
huh?<br>but before i had my babies i was beautiful, i weighed
150...i was good-looking and now i am just icky inside
and out! i want to feel better about myself...thats
why i want to do this diet and i pray to GOD it helps
me...I have a very low self esteem about myself and i
hate it... i want to feel great about myself again and
i want my kids to think that they have a pretty mom
and not a nasty fat mom...<br>i feel like this is my
chance to be who i was before, the girl with a great
outlook on life...now i get scared to death to see any of
my old friends, because i dont want them to see me
like this, i hate going into public, because i think
people stare and talk...i know thats probably not true
because they have better things to do..but ya know what i
mean, hopefully..<br>i want to have a great life and
watch my kids grow, but not from indoors, i need to
change so i can start the rest of my life with a great
view..<br>If anyone out there can help me acheive my goal in
trying to lose maybe 50-100 pounds please email me at
csmayna@...<br>i would love to hear from anyone!<br>thank you for
reading this,<br>csmayna