hmmm.... that whole excercising till you reach a certain weight thing, and
taking pills to lose weight, it all sounds quite familiar. Especially the
wanting to curl up into a little ball and die. Especially that part.: ( but
Everything will be okay in the end, and it's not okay, then it's not the end. I
guess the best advice is to just not give up, love yourself, and know you can do
anything. Unfortunatly that's easier said than done. But totally possible.
You're not alone. You never will be. But the thing is, if you were alone, I
think you could handle what life brings you. I realize that I don't actually
know you, but i have a feeling that you can. But that's just my feeling... and I
suppose that makes me sound crazy that I go with my feelings and the vibes that
I get and you can totally ignore this entire post if you'd like... But I think
if you want it bad enough, things can be better.---sarah