well i know i can do this cuz i've got family that's with me 100%.
but i think it really is going to be almost as hard as it was when
my 2 1/2 month old Granddaughter was killed. the difference is that
i was the won to fix it and take care of every one then so i didn't
have to focus on me. now it's just me and THEY are having to fix it.
i don't have anyone else to focus on to get my mind off me. BUT the
good news is i only have to do 6 months Tx. i know i can do this.
its not gonna be any harder than any thing else i've ever done. i
plan to have a book written and published before the end of 2005.
thank you for being here. it really helps. but i guess i don't have
to tell you that-lol. by the way the bad habits are gone except
coffee, cussin, & Blue Bell (for those of you who don't live in
Texas-that's only the best ice cream in the world and i'm sorry for
you, but i've come back from 3 different states cuz they don't have
Blue Bell)
gotta go for now
thanx again for the courage--send good energy my way and i'll
recieve it with joy.
SeaWolf