hello azmat, i know exactly how u feel! i am also having a operation next
week! (13th feb)! i have just recently had my RED frame taken off now im
havin another major op! this time a bone graph! im pretty sick of ppl
telling my thats its all goin to be worth it in the end (which i already
know) but it is quite difficult to get on with things"normal" when u know ur
havin an op! all i do is keep tellin myself to smile n be tough! n i live
thu it all!

all the best for ur op! n dont worry too much!

all my love n understanding louise!

:0)

ps. always keep smiling no matter what!
:0)






>From: "Azmat Khan <azmat_khan2003@...>"
><azmat_khan2003@...>
>Reply-To: leftclip@yahoogroups.com
>To: leftclip@yahoogroups.com
>Subject: [Left Clip] Surgery next week :(
>Date: Thu, 06 Feb 2003 23:50:02 -0000
>
>Hi everyone!
>
>How are you all?
>
>Sorry i haven't been on this site for ages, but i have been really
>busy with uni, work and hospital! It's all systems go at the moment!
>I am soooo stressed, because I don't know if any of you guys remember
>me saying in one of my earlier posts that i was scheduled to have an
>operation on my lower jaw in December. This however did not happen
>because someone at my hospital did not do their job propery and
>formally book me in. It was all agreed on provisional basis, but i
>didn't receive the letter of confirmation. To cut a long story
>short....It didn't happen.
>
>I am now definately having my op on February 11th, and i am really
>worried. My bottom jaw is going to be pushed back. For the past few
>weeks i have been to so many appointments that i am on first name
>terms with the porters!! It is stressful having an op, but its even
>worse as its in the middle of my semester at uni, and im going to
>take about three weeks off. This will affect my studies alot as, we
>work at a really fast pace. My manager at work is being really good
>about it all.
>
>I just feel really down....because its all happening too quick for
>me. I am trying to live a normal bloody life, but my cleft lip and
>palate keeps getting in the way of it. I dont know why i feel so
>low. But i may as well face it, im having an op next week for my own
>good, and things happen for a reason.
>
>sorry to go on, but i had to get it out of my system. :(
>
>azmat
>


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