Hi everyone!

How are you all?

Sorry i haven't been on this site for ages, but i have been really
busy with uni, work and hospital! It's all systems go at the moment!
I am soooo stressed, because I don't know if any of you guys remember
me saying in one of my earlier posts that i was scheduled to have an
operation on my lower jaw in December. This however did not happen
because someone at my hospital did not do their job propery and
formally book me in. It was all agreed on provisional basis, but i
didn't receive the letter of confirmation. To cut a long story
short....It didn't happen.

I am now definately having my op on February 11th, and i am really
worried. My bottom jaw is going to be pushed back. For the past few
weeks i have been to so many appointments that i am on first name
terms with the porters!! It is stressful having an op, but its even
worse as its in the middle of my semester at uni, and im going to
take about three weeks off. This will affect my studies alot as, we
work at a really fast pace. My manager at work is being really good
about it all.

I just feel really down....because its all happening too quick for
me. I am trying to live a normal bloody life, but my cleft lip and
palate keeps getting in the way of it. I dont know why i feel so
low. But i may as well face it, im having an op next week for my own
good, and things happen for a reason.

sorry to go on, but i had to get it out of my system. :(

azmat