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#130 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Tue May 10, 2005 6:40 pm
Subject: A Discount Source of Addiction and Recovery Books
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Hi Guys and Gals!

With God's help and by His grace, I overcame an addiction to fantasy
violence against women that had enslaved me for years. In the
process, I learned that many people are hooked on one thing or
another, be it alcohol, drugs, pornography, tobacco, gambling, food,
the Internet, destructive relationships, etc. Literally hundreds of
helpful books have been written about addiction and recovery issues.
Here is an online source of a great many of them, both new and used,
both popular and hard-to-find, and many at discount prices:

http://www.webspawner.com/users/discountbooks/index.html

Check it out!

Thanks, and have a great day!

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#129 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Wed Feb 16, 2005 9:32 pm
Subject: The Twelve Steps for Christians
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Hi All!

As many of you know, I recommend a Christ-centered twelve step
program for overcoming one's addiction to real and/or fantasy
violence against women. Recently, I came across a book, "The Twelve
Steps for Christians," which presents that particular approach. You
can see it advertized near the bottom of the home page for this group
at

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

Check it out!

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#128 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Sun Dec 19, 2004 1:48 pm
Subject: Seasons Greetings!!!
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Hey Guys and Gals!

It's that time of year when we again celebrate the birth of the King of kings
and Lord of lords--the One who died to save and set us free from, among other
things, addictions and fetishes like real and/or fantasy violence against women!

If your computer is equipped to play MIDI files, you can hear some great
Christmas music by visiting

http://rosemck1.tripod.com/jukebox-christmas.html

There are also links off that site to MIDI files of a number of other musical
genres that you may also enjoy.

Wishing you all a bright and wonderful Christmas and a blessed and happy New
Year,

Punchbug2_2000

#127 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Sat Oct 23, 2004 2:08 pm
Subject: Re: I need help
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "neilionare" <neilionare@y...>
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>
>
>  I have been looking for a group like this for a long time now. I
> have been dealing with this fetish that Ive had since I was a kid. I
> dont know why it is there or where it came from I just dont want to
> have it anymore. I would very much like it if God would just take it
> away and I would never have to deal with this curse ever again for
> the rest of my life.
>
> I confess my sins to Him every day but I have not told even my family
> and closest freinds about this obseesion that I have. Its probably
> because Im afraid that they wont understand me and look at me
> differently.
>
> I have joined all kinds of groups on yahoo spending hours and hours
> feeding my temptation. And when I finally decide to leave these
> groups and clear them from my history they still send me e-mail
> messages tempting me to revisit.
>
> I dont know how to beat this thing I have tried to be resistant but
> the temptation is just to strong. I need to talk to someone who has
> been through this and has conqured this so that I may have some kind
> of motivation to stop. I will be on line all day so anyone who wants
> to talk to me or send me a message feel free.
>
> thank you

Hi!

You're not going through anything that the other members of this group have not
also experienced, and I hope that some of them will step forward to offer help,
encouragement, and give their own testimonies of victory over this addiction.

Remember that with God all things are possible, and that the closer you draw to
Him, the easier it will be to walk--one step at a time and one day at a
time--that straight and narrow.

Remember too that, though you cannot help what turns you on (you were born that
way), you CAN help what you do about it, i.e., nurse it, dwell on it, and let it
dominate your life, or come to grips with it and, with God's help--for you can't
do it in your own strength--turn from it, put it behind you, and get on with our
life.

For my own testimony, visit

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

Hang in there!

Love in Christ,

Punchbug2_2000

#126 From: "neilionare" <neilionare@...>
Date: Fri Oct 22, 2004 6:02 pm
Subject: I need help
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I have been looking for a group like this for a long time now. I
have been dealing with this fetish that Ive had since I was a kid. I
dont know why it is there or where it came from I just dont want to
have it anymore. I would very much like it if God would just take it
away and I would never have to deal with this curse ever again for
the rest of my life.

I confess my sins to Him every day but I have not told even my family
and closest freinds about this obseesion that I have. Its probably
because Im afraid that they wont understand me and look at me
differently.

I have joined all kinds of groups on yahoo spending hours and hours
feeding my temptation. And when I finally decide to leave these
groups and clear them from my history they still send me e-mail
messages tempting me to revisit.

I dont know how to beat this thing I have tried to be resistant but
the temptation is just to strong. I need to talk to someone who has
been through this and has conqured this so that I may have some kind
of motivation to stop. I will be on line all day so anyone who wants
to talk to me or send me a message feel free.

thank you

#125 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Tue Aug 24, 2004 11:59 pm
Subject: Re: How?
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "life2thefullest2002"
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> How do you keep focused on not returning to the dog's vomit?

Hi!

Here are a few verses of Scripture for you from Colossians 3:1-6 (NIV):

"Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above,
where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set you minds on things above,
not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in
God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him
in glory.

"Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your old nature: sexual
immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Because
of these things, the wrath of God is coming."

I think most of the members of this
group struggle with the issue of backsliding. However, by the grace of and with
the help of Almighty God, I have, for the most part, been able to avoid my
fantasies. Stay focused on God and do, say, and think what is pleasing to
him--NOT engaging in self-indulgence where your fantasies are concerned.

It's a question of total surrender to God's will and his control in your life.
In my opinion, like the alcoholic, only a "Higher Power" can set you free from
this type of bondage--you can't do it yourself.

The rewards? Living a life more pleasing and acceptable to God (one free from
the burden of fetish-related guilt and shame), and, just as with any other sin
in our lives, avoiding God's inevitable judgment on this type of behavior.

And here is another consideration:

If you were an alcoholic, would you visit a bar? Would you keep alcohol in the
house? Would you work in a liquor store? By the same token, if you are addicted
to real and/or fantasy violence against women, would you visit websites that
pander to that kind of thing? Would you keep fetish-related videos, DVD's,
photos, and literature in the house? What I am saying is this: get rid of and
avoid like the plague anything and everything that triggers addictive behavior
and ideation. Make it HARD to backslide--not easy!

If, in spite of your best intentions, you DO slip and fall, remember that all is
not lost. For, if we confess our sins, God, who is faithful and just, will
forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

For more information, read my testimony at

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

May God give you the victory over every weight, every care, and the sin that so
easily besets!

With love in Christ,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#124 From: "life2thefullest2002" <life2thefullest2002@...>
Date: Mon Aug 23, 2004 2:57 pm
Subject: How
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How do you keep focused on not returning to the dog's vomit.

#123 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Sat Jun 19, 2004 11:49 am
Subject: Re: Thank you....
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "jamison_wills"
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> I have just found your group and I wish to thank you most sincerely for your
efforts. Like probably everyone who comes here, I have been struggling with this
addiction for many years.  About four years ago, it cost me my job (Internet
abuse). For about six months, through prayer and the guidance of the Holy
Spirit, I was strengthened to overcome the temptations. However, over the past
three years, I find myself "cycling through" periods of abstaining and periods
of "backsliding."
>
> I look forward to walking and talking with you through this most difficult
journey, and I hope that our prayers together will strengthen our weak wills to
help us to overcome our addiction....one day at a time.
>
> Thank you again for your efforts, your support and your prayers....

Hi!

Thank you for joining this group--glad to have you aboard!

Yes, it is indeed a struggle to overcome the temptations that plague us, but,
with God's help, we can be more than overcomers through Him who loves us so! As
it says in 1st Corinthians 13, "No temptation has seized you except what is
common to man; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when
you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under
it." (NIV)

You had complete victory before, and you can have it again through a closer walk
with Christ and through claiming the divine enablement that He gives. In your
own strength, you are sure to fail, but you can do all things through Christ who
strengthens you. He is the Divine Enabler, if you will, and He wants you to walk
worthy of Him unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and
increasing in the knowledge and love of God.

I call upon all the members of this group to pray that you will be given the
victory over every weight, every care, and the sin that so easily besets!

Love in Christ,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#122 From: "jamison_wills" <jamison_wills@...>
Date: Thu Jun 17, 2004 2:32 pm
Subject: Thank you....
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I have just found your group and I wish to thank you most sincerely for your
efforts. Like probably everyone who comes here, I have been struggling with this
addiction for many years.  About four years ago, it cost me my job (Internet
abuse). For about six months, through prayer and the guidance of the Holy
Spirit, I was strengthened to overcome the temptations. However, over the past
three years, I find myself "cycling through" periods of abstaining and periods
of "backsliding."

I look forward to walking and talking with you through this most difficult
journey, and I hope that our prayers together will strengthen our weak wills to
help us to overcome our addiction....one day at a time.

Thank you again for your efforts, your support and your prayers....

#121 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Thu Mar 11, 2004 3:00 pm
Subject: Re: Where's the light?
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "Damon" <stomachpuncher971@y...>
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> It's hard to know anymore. This desire is so complex and dark in itself that
the indecision is abundance.
>
> I've seen women holding their children as bombs explode around them and
bullets ricochet off walls near them. I've seen my friends get torn limb from
limb by land mines. And I've seen them thrown completely lifeless like a rag
doll from a quivering projectile.
>
> Yet I am still alive. I don't know what this is. A blessing or a curse. Is God
trying to punish me?  If so, it's very cruel of him to do it but scything
others.
>
> I don't know.
>
> However this fantasy has been with me for most my life. Like a demon on my
left shoulder. Where's the angel on my right?
>
> Anyway, I've been considering taking a leap of faith. However I believe if I
did, God would catch me...and then let me drop for amusement.
>
> Maybe I'm over reacting. I did just lose my girlfriend (went up to Canada with
family), and I got a lousy instructor's position...guess it could all just be
stress.
>
> But still... how many demons must I kill before I can reach God?
>
> > ( (c=

You might as well take that leap of faith, because you're not about to overcome
your stomach punching fetish in your own strength. You really have nothing to
lose. And as far as God dropping you is concerned, He has promised never to
leave us or forsake us. And it's not for us to question why we have these
hangups. Does the pot say to the potter, "Why did you make me thus"? They are
givens, and it's up to us to deal with them in a manner pleasing and acceptable
to God--not nurse them, dwell on them, or be driven or controlled by them. There
are much more constructive and important things in life to give our time,
attention, and energy to. That your girl friend left you is no surprise. What
sane woman is going to get involved with a man who has no victory in an area of
his life crucial to a healthy, wholesome male/female relationship?

To read my own particular testimony, visit

thttp://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.htmlt

I call on the memebers of this group to pray that you will be--with God's help
and by His grace--an overcomer in every area of your heart, mind, and life.

Punchbug2_2000

#120 From: "Damon" <stomachpuncher971@...>
Date: Thu Mar 11, 2004 7:41 am
Subject: Where's the light?
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It's hard to know anymore. This desire is so complex and dark in itself that the
indecision is abundance.

I've seen women holding their children as bombs explode around them and bullets
ricochet off walls near them. I've seen my friends get torn limb from limb by
land mines. And I've seen them thrown completely lifeless like a rag doll from a
quivering projectile.

Yet I am still alive. I don't know what this is. A blessing or a curse. Is God
trying to punish me?  If so, it's very cruel of him to do it but scything
others.

I don't know.

However this fantasy has been with me for most my life. Like a demon on my left
shoulder. Where's the angel on my right?

Anyway, I've been considering taking a leap of faith. However I believe if I
did, God would catch me...and then let me drop for amusement.

Maybe I'm over reacting. I did just lose my girlfriend (went up to Canada with
family), and I got a lousy instructor's position...guess it could all just be
stress.

But still... how many demons must I kill before I can reach God?

> ( (c=

#119 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Mon Mar 8, 2004 2:45 pm
Subject: Re: Prayer Request
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "punchbug2_2000"
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>
> Hello All!
>
> My sister, Angie, is in the hospital with acute pancreatitis. Would greatly
appreciate your prayers on her behalf!
>
> Please and thank you very much!
>
> With best wishes,
>
> Punchbug2_2000


Hi All!

My sister is now home from the hospital and, following successful removal of her
gall bladder, is completely recovered from her bout with pancreatitis.

Thank you so very much for your prayers on her behalf!

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

#118 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Mon Mar 1, 2004 12:01 pm
Subject: Prayer Request
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Hello All!

My sister, Angie, is in the hospital with acute pancreatitis. Would greatly
appreciate your prayers on her behalf!

Please and thank you very much!

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

#117 From: "beckonmchsi" <beckonmchsi@...>
Date: Fri Feb 27, 2004 4:30 pm
Subject: Re: An Important Lesson
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I just read this message, & it sounded like the mirror image of my life. Soooo
many times I tried to give up this fantasy, but like the dog I always turned
back (Rom.7:15 thru 25). The apostle Paul said, "The things I want to do, that
do I not. The things I hate, that I do." I have asked God to get me right, &
then take my life!!!

Obviously He didn't. Imagine the dire straight I was in, studying to be a
Minister, & reading "Sports Revue Wrestling" for the articles on female
wrestling in apts. & suites across the United States. I would soothe my racked
heart & brain with this thought: it's ok, look at all of the others that are
into the same lust that I am. Look at all of the women that are in to this;
there is even a group that features very young girls.

I have asked God why? I have been in Church all of my life, so why would
something so appalling have such a hold on me? How did it start? I pray that
this is the end, & I know that it will be because God led me to Punchbug2_2000 &
this dedicated group. I will pray for you, & you pray for me!!!

In Christian love,

Warren Becker

#116 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Fri Feb 27, 2004 2:52 am
Subject: Re: Addiction to Fighting Females
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "beckonmchsi" <beckonmchsi@y...>
wrote:
> Hi,
>
> My name is beck58. I have been addicted to this sin since the age of 11. I was
arrested for shop lifting; I've lied, cheated, & wasted a lot of gas looking for
magazines, movies, & now it is so
> easy to find with the yahoo groups. There are hundreds of them.
>
> I Don't know what go me on to this, but now I am 58, & until recently, the sin
was going strong. Thank God I found your group, & I said to myself, if he &
others can do it, WITH GOD'S HELP I CAN!!!
>
> Thank you for your group, & your
> dedication to help, & support people you don't even know. Thanks for the
lifeline!!!
>
> Phi:4:13,Gal.5:22-26
>
> Again, thank you.
>
> Your friend always,
>
> Beck58, Warren Becker

God bless you, Warren! Thank you so very much for those kind and encouraging
words!

I call upon all the members of this group to pray that God will grant you the
grace to walk worthy of Him, to forsake the unfruitful works of darkness, and to
lay aside every weight, every care, and the sin which so easily besets.

With kindest regards in Christ,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#115 From: "beckonmchsi" <beckonmchsi@...>
Date: Thu Feb 26, 2004 3:55 pm
Subject: Addiction to Fighting Females
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Hi,

My name is beck58. I have been addicted to this sin since the age of 11. I was
arrested for shop lifting; I've lied, cheated, & wasted a lot of gas looking for
magazines, movies, & now it is so
easy to find with the yahoo groups. There are hundreds of them.

I Don't know what go me on to this, but now I am 58, & until recently, the sin
was going strong. Thank God I found your group, & I said to myself, if he &
others can do it, WITH GOD'S HELP I CAN!!!

Thank you for your group, & your
dedication to help, & support people you don't even know. Thanks for the
lifeline!!!

Phi:4:13,Gal.5:22-26

Again, thank you.

Your friend always,

Beck58, Warren Becker

#114 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Mon Dec 22, 2003 10:47 am
Subject: Re: Temptation
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "stack63us" <screanpnaim@a...>
wrote:
> Hello,
>
> I've been trying to get away from my fantasies of women fighting with
> each other for a long time, but I always come back to it. I'd like to
> know if anyone else out there struggles with this as well. I'd also
> like to hear from people who have successfully stayed away from their
> fantasies and how, if at all, it changed the overall quality of their
> lives.

Hi!

I think most of the members of this group struggle with the issue of
backsliding. However, by the grace of and with the help of Almighty God, I have
been able to stay away from my fantasies. It's a question of total surrender to
God's will and His control in your life. In my opinion, like the alcoholic, only
a "Higher Power" can set you free from this type of bondage, this type of
addiction. The rewards? Living a life more pleasing and acceptable to God (one
free from the burden of fetish-related guilt and shame), and, just as with any
other sin in our lives, avoiding God's inevitable judgment on this type of
behavior.

For more information, read my testimony at

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

May God give you the victory over every weight, every care, and the sin that so
easily besets!

Have a wonderful Christmas and a bright and blessed New Year!

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#113 From: "stack63us" <screanpnaim@...>
Date: Mon Dec 22, 2003 4:10 am
Subject: Temptation
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Hello,

I've been trying to get away from my fantasies of women fighting with
each other for a long time, but I always come back to it. I'd like to
know if anyone else out there struggles with this as well. I'd also
like to hear from people who have successfully stayed away from their
fantasies and how, if at all, it changed the overall quality of their
lives.

#112 From: "miss_e14614" <miss_e14614@...>
Date: Sun Dec 21, 2003 7:07 pm
Subject: We are praying for you
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We are here for you.
nationalprayerlist.com

#111 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Sat Dec 13, 2003 4:10 pm
Subject: The Magic of Belief
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Hi All!

In keeping with the Holiday Season, here is the story of a little girl who
discovered the true meaning of Christmas:

http://www.webspawner.com/users/themagicofbelief/index.html

Enjoy!

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#110 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Mon Nov 17, 2003 3:38 am
Subject: Men Against Violence Webring
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Hey Guys and Gals!

I was recently made ringmaster of the Men Against Violence Webring at

http://x.webring.com/hub?ring=menagvi

I encourage you to visit the ring, because it contains a number of sites that
may be of interest to you.

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#108 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Mon Nov 10, 2003 2:12 am
Subject: Re: Hello. Please help me.
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "christianguy88"
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> Thank you so much. I know if I rely on God, I can beat this, but the
> problem is that I don't ALWAYS rely on him. Even after all of this,
> there's always some little voice in the back of my head says "You can
> go it on your own, just try... or, "go check that site out, just to
> see if there's anything new, just one peak" and I can't help myself,
> it is so difficult...
> --- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "punchbug2_2000"
> <punchbug2_2000@y...> wrote:
> >
> > Hi Christianguy88!
> >
> > Been there, done that!
> >
> > You've definitely got my prayers, and I I urge every member of this
> group to pray for you.
> >
> > I believe that only God can deliver you from this kind of
> addiction, and I strongly advise you to call upon Him with all your
> heart and soul, asking that you be delivered and set free from this
> folly and madness. He did it for me and He can do it for you, because
> NOTHING is too difficult for the one who rolled out the heavens like
> a scroll, who hangs the earth upon nothingness, and in whose hand are
> the spirits of all flesh.
> >
> > For my own personal testimony, visit
> >
> > http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html
> >
> > Do keep us posted on your progress!
> >
> > With best wishes,
> >
> > Punchbug2_2000
> >
> > http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

Dear Christianguy88,

Don't listen to that voice that encourages you to "take a peek" at some new
website, etc. That's the devil trying to lead you astray. When that voice comes
along, say what Jesus said when the devil tempted Him in the wilderness: "Get
thee behind me Satan." And then go on to some positive, godly activity. For this
truth is sure: "Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

The Internet is awash with sites that pander to the very lowest in human nature,
and violence against women in some form or other is one prime example. Avoid
those sites like the PLAGUE and visit, instead, sites that are uplifting. For
me, it's sites having to do with music. I've been a music lover all my life, and
there are untold numbers of sites that appeal to me along those lines,
particularly sites that have sound files of songs in MIDI or MP3 format that one
can listen to and enjoy for hours.

You have been the gift of free will. Exercise that gift in choosing right
instead of wrong, light instead of darkness, God instead of Satan. I say, as
Joshua said so many years ago, "As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD."
The devil is a formidible foe, but remember: "Greater is He that is in you than
he [i.e., the devil] that is in the world."

May God grant you the grace to be an overcomer in every area of weakness, sin,
and depravity that flesh is hier to.

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#107 From: "christianguy88" <christianguy88@...>
Date: Sun Nov 9, 2003 11:48 pm
Subject: Re: Hello. Please help me.
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Thank you so much. I know if I rely on God, I can beat this, but the
problem is that I don't ALWAYS rely on him. Even after all of this,
there's always some little voice in the back of my head says "You can
go it on your own, just try... or, "go check that site out, just to
see if there's anything new, just one peak" and I can't help myself,
it is so difficult...
--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "punchbug2_2000"
<punchbug2_2000@y...> wrote:
>
> Hi Christianguy88!
>
> Been there, done that!
>
> You've definitely got my prayers, and I I urge every member of this
group to pray for you.
>
> I believe that only God can deliver you from this kind of
addiction, and I strongly advise you to call upon Him with all your
heart and soul, asking that you be delivered and set free from this
folly and madness. He did it for me and He can do it for you, because
NOTHING is too difficult for the one who rolled out the heavens like
a scroll, who hangs the earth upon nothingness, and in whose hand are
the spirits of all flesh.
>
> For my own personal testimony, visit
>
> http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html
>
> Do keep us posted on your progress!
>
> With best wishes,
>
> Punchbug2_2000
>
> http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#106 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Sun Nov 9, 2003 1:26 pm
Subject: Re: Hello. Please help me.
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "christianguy88"
<christianguy88@y...> wrote:
> It all started with a bloody video game, can you believe that? While
> I did not know what masturbation was at the time, I first "got off"
> on two chicks mauling each other on a popular fighting game. It
> wasn't that bad at first, but then we got the internet. Which took
> my sin one step higher. I was first into belly punching and just
> normal girl on girl wrestling, or guy dominating girl wrestling. But
> now my sin has... erm, "evolved." Still wrestling, but now total
> domination, fondoling, and even some fantasy rape movies and
> stories, I have even written a couple of my own. As someone who has
> supposedly been a "little goody two shoe christian" this is rather
> odd, because I always used to avoid "bad stuff." I wish I had known
> about this when I started... I would give anything to go back and
> change it. But it's too late now, all I know is that this addiction
> has sucked up five years of my life. I pray every night that God
> will release me from this, but I just cannot stop... I am turning 21
> soon and would like to get rid of this before I become a "true"
> adult, because I sure as heck don't plan on marriage until this is
> behind me, any help and prayers would be of immense help, thank you.

Hi Christianguy88!

Been there, done that!

You've definitely got my prayers, and I I urge every member of this group to
pray for you.

I believe that only God can deliver you from this kind of addiction, and I
strongly advise you to call upon Him with all your heart and soul, asking that
you be delivered and set free from this folly and madness. He did it for me and
He can do it for you, because NOTHING is too difficult for the one who rolled
out the heavens like a scroll, who hangs the earth upon nothingness, and in
whose hand are the spirits of all flesh.

For my own personal testimony, visit

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

Do keep us posted on your progress!

With best wishes,

Punchbug2_2000

http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000

#105 From: "christianguy88" <christianguy88@...>
Date: Sun Nov 9, 2003 6:56 am
Subject: Hello. Please help me.
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It all started with a bloody video game, can you believe that? While
I did not know what masturbation was at the time, I first "got off"
on two chicks mauling each other on a popular fighting game. It
wasn't that bad at first, but then we got the internet. Which took
my sin one step higher. I was first into belly punching and just
normal girl on girl wrestling, or guy dominating girl wrestling. But
now my sin has... erm, "evolved." Still wrestling, but now total
domination, fondoling, and even some fantasy rape movies and
stories, I have even written a couple of my own. As someone who has
supposedly been a "little goody two shoe christian" this is rather
odd, because I always used to avoid "bad stuff." I wish I had known
about this when I started... I would give anything to go back and
change it. But it's too late now, all I know is that this addiction
has sucked up five years of my life. I pray every night that God
will release me from this, but I just cannot stop... I am turning 21
soon and would like to get rid of this before I become a "true"
adult, because I sure as heck don't plan on marriage until this is
behind me, any help and prayers would be of immense help, thank you.

#103 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Mon Nov 3, 2003 12:25 pm
Subject: Re: Hello all
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "windbritten" <windbritten@y...>
wrote:
> Hi Punchbug2_2000,
>
> Well...  Maybe it is so quiet because everyone here has found their
> way past the addiction that we are here to discuss??  Maybe??  :)
>
> I was very surprised to find such a group and somehow relieved.  It
> is nice to know there are others with similar thoughts.
>
> So tell me Punchbug2_2000...  What is your story... What brings you
> to this place?
>
>
>
> --- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "punchbug2_2000"
> <punchbug2_2000@y...> wrote:
> > --- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "windbritten"
> <windbritten@y...> wrote:
> > > Hi All,
> > >
> > > I am new to your group (as of tonight).  Very interesting
> subject.  I
> > > am glad there is a place to talk about it.  I look forward to
> sharing
> > > stories and experiences with you.
> > >
> > > --WB
> >
> > Hi Windbritten!
> >
> > Welcome to the group! Glad to have you aboard! However, don't
> expect too much in the way of sharing of stories and experiences.
> This must be the quietest group of 500 people on earth!
> >
> > Punchbug2_2000

Hi Windbritten!

I am the founder of this group, and you can find my story here:

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

What is your story, and what brings you to this place?

Punchbug2_2000

#102 From: "windbritten" <windbritten@...>
Date: Mon Nov 3, 2003 6:24 am
Subject: Re: Hello all
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HI Punchbug2_2000,

Well...  Maybe it is so quiet because everyone here has found their
way past the adiction that we are here to discuss??  Maybe??  :)

I was very surprised to find such a group and somehow relieved.  It
is nice to know there are others with similar thoughts.

So tell me Punchbug2_2000...  What is your story... What brings you
to this place?



--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "punchbug2_2000"
<punchbug2_2000@y...> wrote:
> --- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "windbritten"
<windbritten@y...> wrote:
> > Hi All,
> >
> > I am new to your group (as of tonight).  Very interesting
subject.  I
> > am glad there is a place to talk about it.  I look forward to
sharing
> > stories and experiences with you.
> >
> > --WB
>
> Hi Windbritten!
>
> Welcome to the group! Glad to have you aboard! However, don't
expect too much in the way of sharing of stories and experiences.
This must be the quietest group of 500 people on earth!
>
> Punchbug2_2000

#101 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Sat Nov 1, 2003 12:14 pm
Subject: Re: Hello all
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--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "windbritten" <windbritten@y...>
wrote:
> Hi All,
>
> I am new to your group (as of tonight).  Very interesting subject.  I
> am glad there is a place to talk about it.  I look forward to sharing
> stories and experiences with you.
>
> --WB

Hi Windbritten!

Welcome to the group! Glad to have you aboard! However, don't expect too much in
the way of sharing of stories and experiences. This must be the quietest group
of 500 people on earth!

Punchbug2_2000

#100 From: "windbritten" <windbritten@...>
Date: Fri Oct 31, 2003 7:17 am
Subject: Hello all
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Hi All,

I am new to your group (as of tonight).  Very interesting subject.  I
am glad there is a place to talk about it.  I look forward to sharing
stories and experiences with you.

--WB

#99 From: "punchbug2_2000" <punchbug2_2000@...>
Date: Tue Oct 14, 2003 12:10 pm
Subject: Special Request
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Hi Guys and Gals!

Is anyone in this group brave enough to share their testimony of how--with God's
help and by His grace--they are coping with their addiction to real and/or
fantasy violence against women? Surely in a group this size there must be
someone other than myself!

Have a great day!

Punchbug2_2000

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