Hello,

I'm not sure how to begin so here goes......

I am a woman, age 52 and have had a terrible addiction to getting a
good feeling from being pushed in the belly button area. I don't
exactly know how to explain it other than it did begin back when I
was about 13 and my cousin, who was a male, punched me in the
stomach. Where he hit me gave me a 'tingling good' feeling which
later in life I learned is part of the feeling you get with your mate
during intercourse.

Right now I'm sitting here shaking my head ashamed and almost crying
because I know I need help but don't know where to turn. Yes, I've
turned this over to the Lord many many times but just pick it up
again and continue giving excuses as to why I do it. Please forgive
me if I don't make much sense because I've never EVER confided in
ANYONE outside of talking with the Lord about this. My husband has no
idea even. There is too much to tell so for now I just ask prayer and
help from anyone that can direct me to what I should do next.

I have been a Christian since 1968 at the age of 18 and have had some
victory over this obsession but no actual release from it.

When searching for new and more groups to belong to I saw this group
and when I read the words 'born-again Christian'........the Holy
Spirit whispered in my ear that I need to give this a try.

Thank you for listening. I'm still too ashamed to even use my real
name.

Daylady