May Jesus's love be with you, all and every one.
Well, I am not yet 100% over my fetish urges. I like belly punching too
much. But I have taken the resolution of trusting Jesus Christ and really accept
him in my life and not do anything that he doesn't want me to do.
I have made progress, for example the time that I spend on the internet
surfing fetish sites has deminushed a great deal. I have passed from about 12
hours weekly to a maximum of one. I know that I should stop permenently and I am
still moving ahead and I am sure that with God's grace and omnipresence in my
life and the LOVE I carry for ALL other people this love that I hope to perfect
more and more every minute of every day, all this will make me stop everything
related to fetish urges.
I have read about an advice to remove bad urges from Mark, well here's
what I pratically did, hope it comes in handy:
First of all I removed all fetish sites from my favorites list, and
started gradually occupying myself with work, reading, taking courses of
something I enjoyed (I learned italian).
I also thought too much of the way I felt after seeing fetish pics or
movies and of WHERE DOES IT LEAD at the end, I was never satisfied always wanted
one more pic one more site I then understood how one becomes slave to his
desires, to compare with the way I felt after going to the holy mass and
praying with the heart, how less frustrating I was how more loving Ibecame.
Before going to bed instead of fetish I read the Bible and I picture one Saint
that I particularly feel close to, that would be "Saint RAFKA" in my case
sitting with me and helping me every step of the way, and when I go to bed
instead of imagining a fetish adventure I repeat a sentence that comes to mind,
the first one was:
I love you Jesus Christ, come into my heart and bless me my family my home and
all of my friends Amen.
I'd say it slowly untill I fall asleep. Joining this group was also another
thing.

One more thing: with all due respect I think that telling someone who
has fetish desires to not have urges because he doesn't want it to be done to
him is not very sure. Because most of the fetish people dream about somebody
beating them up as much as they like to beat up someone, as part of their
fantasy.

May Jesus's love and grace help us to have more faith in Him,
I love you Jesus Christ.

Here's a little something for y'all: Alpiniste. CUT YOUR ROPES PEOPLE.



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