Well, I just stumbled upon this place, and it seems that our Heavenly
Father has led my stumbling to the right place. I've got the same
story as everyone else, save for one thing: the problem let up in my
life for a short time recently, and is now coming back. I'm not used
to fighting it anymore, and I don't even have that remorse or shame
anymore that we all talk about. I'm currently a Christain leader on my
campus (I'm almost 21), and this sin will destroy me, my ministry, and
the possible marriage I have coming up. God specifically noted to me
recently that I CANNOT get married to the love of my life until I get
this taken care of because it will lead to terrible things. For
further background for anyone who would like to lift me up in prayer,
this is my main vice; I APPEAR as a good ol' Christian boy on the
outside, although that's hardly the case. But I am very familiar with
Christ's love and power, as I hope you all are blessed to be as well.
I need prayer and any advice very much, and I'll try and do the same
for the rest of you; I'm always open to talk in either receiving or
giving advice.