--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "neilionare" <neilionare@y...>
wrote:
>
>
> I have been looking for a group like this for a long time now. I
> have been dealing with this fetish that Ive had since I was a kid. I
> dont know why it is there or where it came from I just dont want to
> have it anymore. I would very much like it if God would just take it
> away and I would never have to deal with this curse ever again for
> the rest of my life.
>
> I confess my sins to Him every day but I have not told even my family
> and closest freinds about this obseesion that I have. Its probably
> because Im afraid that they wont understand me and look at me
> differently.
>
> I have joined all kinds of groups on yahoo spending hours and hours
> feeding my temptation. And when I finally decide to leave these
> groups and clear them from my history they still send me e-mail
> messages tempting me to revisit.
>
> I dont know how to beat this thing I have tried to be resistant but
> the temptation is just to strong. I need to talk to someone who has
> been through this and has conqured this so that I may have some kind
> of motivation to stop. I will be on line all day so anyone who wants
> to talk to me or send me a message feel free.
>
> thank you

Hi!

You're not going through anything that the other members of this group have not
also experienced, and I hope that some of them will step forward to offer help,
encouragement, and give their own testimonies of victory over this addiction.

Remember that with God all things are possible, and that the closer you draw to
Him, the easier it will be to walk--one step at a time and one day at a
time--that straight and narrow.

Remember too that, though you cannot help what turns you on (you were born that
way), you CAN help what you do about it, i.e., nurse it, dwell on it, and let it
dominate your life, or come to grips with it and, with God's help--for you can't
do it in your own strength--turn from it, put it behind you, and get on with our
life.

For my own testimony, visit

http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html

Hang in there!

Love in Christ,

Punchbug2_2000