I have been looking for a group like this for a long time now. I
have been dealing with this fetish that Ive had since I was a kid. I
dont know why it is there or where it came from I just dont want to
have it anymore. I would very much like it if God would just take it
away and I would never have to deal with this curse ever again for
the rest of my life.

I confess my sins to Him every day but I have not told even my family
and closest freinds about this obseesion that I have. Its probably
because Im afraid that they wont understand me and look at me
differently.

I have joined all kinds of groups on yahoo spending hours and hours
feeding my temptation. And when I finally decide to leave these
groups and clear them from my history they still send me e-mail
messages tempting me to revisit.

I dont know how to beat this thing I have tried to be resistant but
the temptation is just to strong. I need to talk to someone who has
been through this and has conqured this so that I may have some kind
of motivation to stop. I will be on line all day so anyone who wants
to talk to me or send me a message feel free.

thank you