I just read this message, & it sounded like the mirror image of my life. Soooo
many times I tried to give up this fantasy, but like the dog I always turned
back (Rom.7:15 thru 25). The apostle Paul said, "The things I want to do, that
do I not. The things I hate, that I do." I have asked God to get me right, &
then take my life!!!

Obviously He didn't. Imagine the dire straight I was in, studying to be a
Minister, & reading "Sports Revue Wrestling" for the articles on female
wrestling in apts. & suites across the United States. I would soothe my racked
heart & brain with this thought: it's ok, look at all of the others that are
into the same lust that I am. Look at all of the women that are in to this;
there is even a group that features very young girls.

I have asked God why? I have been in Church all of my life, so why would
something so appalling have such a hold on me? How did it start? I pray that
this is the end, & I know that it will be because God led me to Punchbug2_2000 &
this dedicated group. I will pray for you, & you pray for me!!!

In Christian love,

Warren Becker