--- In ladybustersanonymous@yahoogroups.com, "christianguy88"
<christianguy88@y...> wrote:
> It all started with a bloody video game, can you believe that? While
> I did not know what masturbation was at the time, I first "got off"
> on two chicks mauling each other on a popular fighting game. It
> wasn't that bad at first, but then we got the internet. Which took
> my sin one step higher. I was first into belly punching and just
> normal girl on girl wrestling, or guy dominating girl wrestling. But
> now my sin has... erm, "evolved." Still wrestling, but now total
> domination, fondoling, and even some fantasy rape movies and
> stories, I have even written a couple of my own. As someone who has
> supposedly been a "little goody two shoe christian" this is rather
> odd, because I always used to avoid "bad stuff." I wish I had known
> about this when I started... I would give anything to go back and
> change it. But it's too late now, all I know is that this addiction
> has sucked up five years of my life. I pray every night that God
> will release me from this, but I just cannot stop... I am turning 21
> soon and would like to get rid of this before I become a "true"
> adult, because I sure as heck don't plan on marriage until this is
> behind me, any help and prayers would be of immense help, thank you.
Hi Christianguy88!
Been there, done that!
You've definitely got my prayers, and I I urge every member of this group to
pray for you.
I believe that only God can deliver you from this kind of addiction, and I
strongly advise you to call upon Him with all your heart and soul, asking that
you be delivered and set free from this folly and madness. He did it for me and
He can do it for you, because NOTHING is too difficult for the one who rolled
out the heavens like a scroll, who hangs the earth upon nothingness, and in
whose hand are the spirits of all flesh.
For my own personal testimony, visit
http://www.webspawner.com/users/punchbug2/index.html
Do keep us posted on your progress!
With best wishes,
Punchbug2_2000
http://profiles.yahoo.com/punchbug2_2000