Hi Caroline, nice to hear from you!
It sounds to me like you've got some negative programming running which is fulfilling an old instruction - what exactly that is, I don't know, but it's something to do with success not being safe, or you not deserving it for some reason, probably! Lesson Three of my course will look into these beliefs, so I think it would be perfect for you!
Certainly it would help to think about how perfectly your subconscious is working to do exactly what you told it; if you can accept that concept, then it isn't hard to see a change in the instructions/belief would lift the feeling of being stopped by outside forces beyond your control.
And you haven't really given up on fulfilling goals or you wouldn't have joined the instant manifestation group! So I'd say the stage you're at right now is the perfect place to move towards greater understanding about yourself and life. Being blocked is a demonstration of the power of your own beliefs. I know what those blocks feel like and it's disappointing, frustrating, and generally unhealthy! If health is your main focus, then think about how such a negative belief in life itself is actually draining you of life-force energy, slowly but surely. You've replied to me for a reason, and I'm offering you all the help I can to see how perfect your life is, given your underlying beliefs about it and yourself. And of course, the chance to change those beliefs and the way you think about yourself and life.
Have a think about that, and if you'd like to take part and get to know yourself a bit better, I know you'll enjoy it!
all the best,
Jane
----- Original Message -----From: Caroline PollakSent: Friday, January 13, 2006 2:09 PMSubject: Re: [instantmanifestation] eft abundance blocked by resentment article/sessionGood suggestion. Loving the Self & taking care of the Self as best we can at any given time is always the best way to start or continue.As for future goals, I don't seem to have any anymore at this time in my life. I did have many interests & some related goals several years ago. But after one disappointment after another in trying to pursue them, mainly illnesses or accidents intefering, I just finally quit having any expectations about pursuring goals or about the future in general.Now I'm just taking life as it comes day to day. And taking care of whatever comes up day to day as well.I do have some short term goals related to health such as making health appointments & just getting through the winter. But nothing much more than that related to any career pursuits, relationships, making friends, social life, etc. Not anymore anyway.I see no point in setting myself up for yet another disappointment. There are never any guarantees in life anyway.Comments are welcome,Caroline----- Original Message -----From: creativejaniSent: Friday, January 13, 2006 5:05 AMSubject: [instantmanifestation] eft abundance blocked by resentment article/sessionhttp://www.emofree.com/articles2/Denise-abundance-story.htm
I'm sure alot of you already get the eft newsletters, but in case you
don't or didn't see this, I recommend you read it and tap along with
the session! Even if you don't feel resentment there's the 'borrowing
benefits' aspect and any focus on abundance/receiving is bound to bring
up something enlightening!
I'd love to hear from some of you about your goals; my goal of the
house I posted seems to be quietly sleeping at the moment, and I'm
enjoying writing the Applying Love to Myself course and finding some
amazing exercises and methods of changing negative beliefs and removing
blocks to getting what I want. If anyone here wants to sign up, there's
still time! Send a personal email to me, at
healing@... with 'applying Love to Myself -
Introduction'in the subject and I'll send it to you. I believe
fulfilling our dreams and applying Love are inextricably linked - our
dreams are the things we'd love, after all, not just the things
we'd 'quite like!' Sometimes we can't get what we think we want because
we don't really want it! And the things we really want, we've shut out
of our awareness due to a belief that we don't deserve, or never get
what we ask for, etc. So these beliefs about ourselves are ultimately
what govern our lives - we get what we believe we deserve!
The exercise on changing and removing limiting beliefs is in Lesson 3
or 4 of the course; I'm still writing it, but please do sign up (for
free) soon if you'd like to take part.
all the best, love Jane