>| >Sandy
>|
>| My higher power is as good as your higher power. In fact they are, I
>| suspect, one & the same.
>
>Whoa, hey, that's two out of two I am in complete agreement with. 'Cuz,
>ya know, if you listen very long, the tune will come to you at last, when
>all are one, and one is all. Or sumthin' like that, pardon me if I've
>misquoted dinosaur-rock.
>
>| At 7:13 PM -0400 9/29/00, White Light wrote:
>| >Patrick i've read some of what you wrote and no way am I doing that.
>| >If you think ibogaine is weak as a 'headchange tool and spiritual
>| >integrater' and follow it up with 2 or 3 mg of lsd because that will
>| >'blow apart ego boundaries' you are you and you are not me. ibogaine
>| >was not 'weak' to me, it was hell. I would rather spend 10 years in
>| >NA meetings then eat 20 or 30 doses of lsd. I hate acid its even
>| >more awful then ibogaine. I know u didnt recommend that to me but
>| >even doing 2 or 3 doses is awful and I dont want to do acid or
>| >ketamine or anything that makes me 'trip' i dont like it.
>
>I am struck on more than one occasion, by the burning question: what the
>fuck are you reading...? Certainly not my replies to your mail. I would
>highly suggest NOT doing 2-3mg of LSD, 'cuz the only place it's gonna lead
>you is the ER, and that's if you're lucky. If you're gonna do acid, take
>one, try to hit center a little; if ya like it, take 2, 3, 5 more.
>Whatever, but I really, REALLY, wouldn't do 20-30 hits all at once in


Something you wrote but i'm not sure when or in what when i scanned for you
its imposible to find anything your name gets hundreds of hits, then it goes
into your name with middle initial, your handle, legion of doom which goes
not into just the hackers thing but the comics and the wrestlers so then you
shorten the search and then it goes to mindvox and forget it it display the
top 700 hits froma list of over 22,000 and most of it is mindvox, hacking
stuff and then it goes to all these political sites for 'fuck the
telecomunications deceny act' which was some rally you guys started or
something.
I'm saying i don't know, in the middle of all of it is your walking
encyclopdia of psychedlic drugs and then some was on mindvox which is
confusing because during 1 week mindvox has pointed to some interntional
real estate thing in europe then it goes to evolution, then phantom and now
phantom and mindvox.com are both web pages but not serving text anymore.
I'm saying i dont know there is too much of your material to sort out but i
did read it somewhere and u said it.

nevermind I have heard what people are saying I am thinking about what might
work and i'll try some of it. I do not want to do pscyedelic drugs, I dont
get all the higher power guys but Dana, Patrick Nick all said the same thing
again in different ways the NA i dont know maybe i need to find a better
group and whoever the guy is who filled up his message with all that
'moron's normals lowenders' sounds like some character out of 7, wherever
that is I don't want to go there.


I'm reading the curesnotwars melantonin things that was really interesting
to me. Never heard of it before except as some sleeping aid.

thanks

with t his list also I got 2 or 3 days worth of messages all in one big burp
after getting nothing for 2 or 3 days.


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