Awhile back I wrote about the dissapointment of my first ibogaine
experience. Well I have much better news this time. Overwhelming
success is what I would call it.
My second experience was very different from my first and came 2
weeks and 3 days after my first. I had already decided to try and not
use heroin for a day before taking the second dose to try and avoid
sleeping through the experience like I percieved last time. I made it
about 20 hours and was already pretty sick from withdrawal by the time I
took the ibogaine. My second and third doses were both smaller than my
first dose being about 14mg/kg.
The initial few hours were similar to my first experience with a
strong feeling of being, well I guess drugged. After the first few
hours I spent the next 20 hours or longer, I really can't remember how
long but it was long, thinking about everything under the sun, actually
I spent some time thinking about the sun itself too. I had lingering
effects this time too. Mostly visual effects in dim lights, but also an
almost complete inability to sleep, and occasional waves of warmth or
chill across my skin, especially my scalp.
I had intially planned on taking my third dose somewhere between a
week and a month after the second but I had time off from work and
decided to take it durring this period since it is unussual for me to
have even 2 days off in a row. This may have been a mistake but it
doesn't seem to matter to me much now. So I took the third dose a
little over 56 hours or so after the second. The reason I say it may
have been a mistake is because the lack of sleep has lasted long enough
to grow uncomfortable.
My third experience was pretty much the same as the second, both in
effect and duration. It has now been about 60 hours since I took the
third dose and I still have the same lingering effects I listed above.
I have had absolutely zero desire to touch heroin since I took the
second dose. It has no temptation for me at all. So despite the
inability to sleep I am very pleased with the results.
Well there you have it. It does work. And it is also true that
multiple doses can be effective when a single dose is not. Even though
it is 4:00AM and I haven't slept more than about 6 hours in 4 days, I am
extremely happy with how things turned out.
--Fish