Hi again.
My name is Hannah by the way. I know what u mean, only two of my
friends know about it but unlike yours i think they think i have the
plague! I cant help feeling a little judged by it because of the
label 'sexual transmitted disease' so telling some of my other
friends is out of the question.
I havent heard of the aldara stuff, me and my boyfriend were both
given Wartex by different doctors which did the job eventually but i
have to say is pretty sore to use.
Writing these messages has really helped i think. I dont feel so
alone about it. My boyfriend doesnt like talking about it and i
think he even felt a little embarrassed when i told him i was using
this site but he understood that sometimes i just need to talk to
someone to stop myself getting so low about it.
When i dont have any symptoms i feel so possitive but when i do i
just get quiet and teary. At least there is one positive thing. If
the person you sleep with already has the same type of hpv it wont
pass on. That means my boyfriend and i can now not use condoms
whithout the fear of it bouncing back and forth. Plus, the wart
casuing hpv is not the type that is the most linked to cervical
cancer so at least i know that my chances of this are less than if i
was just a carrier.
Take care, speak soon
xxx