Well, I havent had any symptoms for a few months now. Ive got a
boyfriend as well who i gave the virus to before i knew i had it.
When i found out what i'd done i was horrified but he took it really
well, even supported me when i had an irregular smear test and was
really scared. He, however has symptoms now and although i know i
shouldnt, i have a go at him for not getting it sorted because its a
reminder of what happened.
I know who gave it to me, i find that hard but as time has gone by i
just realized i cant let in run my life. Its harder when you do
have symptoms but telling my best friend helped a lot because she
didnt judge me at all, in fact it turned out that she has something
similar.
Do u live in england? I agree with an earlier message from someone
that us Brits are rubbish when it comes to dealing with and talking
about this sort of thing. I've been desperate to get it off my
chest but i feel like i'd be judged.
I do worry though that if my relationship did not work out whether i
would find another person who would understand how it happened and
realize that i wasnt a tart or sleeping around that i was just
unlucky and too trusting of my last partner who knew he had it and
didnt tell me. Are you in a relationship or have you had any since
you found out you had the virus?
I have turned into a bit of an agony aunt now though, always warning
people about safe sex and telling them that condoms still dont
protect against everything so at least i feel like it hasnt been for
nothing.
xxx