It's me again....
I'm having a semi-tough time right now. I know yesterday I said that
my dad said he was going to be leaving and was not going to get any
help. Well, today he called me and said that he's not going anywhere
and called GA. He wanted to get with me and talk about what to do and
get my help one more time. Initially, my "old self" kicked in and I
started thinking of when we could meet and talk and then something in
me stopped and said "actually dad you need to meet with mom and my
brother. You guys have to decide what you're going to do. I don't live
there anymore this has to between you guys. Also, I can't give you
anymore money".

It was very, very hard to say that and I'm still reeling in the
feeling of turning down my father but I know it's the right thing to
do. I am helping out both him and myself. Old habits aren't hard to
break, they just leave a lingering pain in the pit of your stomach.

In the end he said "okay, I will talk to your brother and figure out
what to do". Sadly, I feel it's like the blind leading that blind but
they're adults. They should figure it out, right?

Ugh….I hate this feeling.