Hi Shar,

I have not gotten any response from this group.
I forgot that I was on it. It does sound like a great idea.

I understand where you are at this moment because
I was there 2 years ago. I am 1,000% better. And
you will be too. You too are a seeker.

You are looking for a solution to your feelings and you will find it.
These are some of the things I did in the beginning that really helped me.

This is fabulous site. Order the free CD and start reading the newsletters.

http://www.abraham-hicks.com

I Read The Power Of Now by Eckhart Toole. It made me realize
that I was living my life in the past and future. I lost an entire summer
living in the past. What a shame. I now live in the moment. This is all I
have.
The time I am spending with you right now and I am enjoying it fully.

It puts life into prospective. I realized that I was living my life in
fear.
I learned not to be afraid and to forgive myself.

Please keep in touch, It is good if we can support each other.

PS There are no magic pills just a lot of hard work but
it so worth it to feel the bliss I feel most of the time.

All the best,

Harriette Blye

Who is Harriette anyway?
http://www.lifetimeincome.com/thedream

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----- Original Message -----
From: "shar1moment" <shar1@...>
To: <encself@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Thursday, October 02, 2003 8:51 PM
Subject: [encself] Where is Everyone?


> Hello to everyone that is hiding out there in computerland. I am new
> to this site. Actually it is the second time I've joined because the
> first time I could never find anyone to chat with and nobody was
> posting any messages.
>
> I know there are 50+ members, so please someone come forward. I need
> friends and support. I can't make the changes alone.
>
> You asked what makes a moment wonderful or terrible. Well the text
> book answer from the self-help books I've read would say that it is
> attitude. We supposedly control how we let things affect us. If it
> is a bad incident like I've had with losing my job. I tend to dwell
> on that and think of all the things "I" did wrong. If it is
> something good that happened, like a compliments on my website, I
> tend to shrug it off as nothing. It was just a comment...that's all.
> My problem is that my head "knows" what I "should" be thinking. I
> just don't know how to make my heart believe anything good about
> myself. It is so much a part of who I am that I think in a way I am
> scared to lose that. Even if it is making me sick and miserable.
> Dumb huh? I don't know how to let myself break down that high, thick
> wall that I have built.
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> I am so tired of the depression and panic attacks. I am tired of
> fighting it alone. I want more good times, but I tend to shrink away
> from people. I wish that it was majic that made the difference. If
> it was I'd be better after all the majic pills I take. It know it
> takes persistence in trying to change my attitude on how I view
> things. To stop seeing everything as negative or bad. To realize I
> don't have to let people control me, or my emotions. I decide how I
> want to react and feel.
>
> I am just so overwhelmed. I have been working on this for several
> years and don't feel like I'm making much progress. Please won't
> some of you come out of hiding and share. I've had a really bad week
> and it scares me. I'd like to have somewhere like this to come too.
>
> Dr Holstein you have a wonderful newsletter and some great articles.
> I like the exercises you suggest for us. I wish a bunch of us could
> meet on here and work on them or review them or share what we
> learned. I need something positive to hang on to. Okay, take care
> everyone and I'll be watching to see if I get a response or if anyone
> even reads this. Thanks for letting me express myself.
>
> Shar
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