I went to my Independent Medical Exam yesterday. They
test your memory with games of counting back in
three's, two's and repeating things the doctor
(psychiatrist)asks you to. Colors, names, numbers and
silly things. He also asked about fifty questions
(all which were subjective to day and mood of course)
since PTSD has its up's and downs.
At the end he said he found that I do have PTSD but
his job is only to write a report and the ultimate
determination is at SS office. So now, I sit, wait,
pray that by the grace of god, the guy who is
reviewing my claim at SS reads the report and finds me
disabled enough to award me SS.

I have an idiot prowling the back of my house twice
this week. I am going to go borrow the biggest dog I
can find and cut him loose on the jerk! so that once
he is on the ground I can bind and gag him and watch
the dog torture him without bitting him. I think any
coward that targets a single mother of two small
children deserves this! Maybe its the anger from 9-11
but either way I refuse to let my PTSD stand in teh
way of defending my kids and my home. I hope I dont panic.

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