siobhan...sounds like you are still making more progress, this post
is much more upbeat then your last. i am usually on during the day
on yahoo...but like you i am invisible...message me if you wanna
chat...if i dont reply...then i am prolly busy with work...or not
on...but it never hurts to try!!

love ya's!!!
amy



--- In emsfirepoliceptsd@yahoogroups.com, eriu_chailin
<no_reply@y...> wrote:
> Hey Hon,
>
> Just wanted to write you a note of encouragement... I've had a
candle
> lit for you, and wanted you to know you're thought of and cared
> about. Hang in there. Keep talking.
>
> I'm on AIM, too (siobhaneriu) - but haven't been much lately,
because
> there's no way to "hide" from folks I'm not up for gabbing with.
I'm
> also on yahoo IM (eriu_chailin), and can at least stay invisible on
> that one.
>
> If you want to take your gab a bit more private, you've got an EMT-
I
> in Wisconsin that goes through the same emotions and crap that you
> are... and I'm also dealing with an impending divorce, I guess,
> because my husband can't take the fallout from my trauma in the
past,
> even though I've really, really worked to heal from it over the
past
> two years, and have - if I may say so - made excellent and
noticable
> progress.
>
> Anyway, the email that's best to get me is siobhan_eriu(at)jvlnet
(dot)
> com... (spelled out to block spambots). Drop a line if you need to
> chat.
>
> Take care. Love to everyone in the group.
>
> Siobhan
>
> --- In emsfirepoliceptsd@yahoogroups.com, "einfantes"
> <einfantes1@c...> wrote:
> > well, I posted once and i said I would again. Unfortunately
things
> > have not been going so well in my case. Every month or so I have
> > court for the 2 men who are on trial for my brother's murder.
> Every
> > month its usually nothing.
> >
> > This month the judge denied the motion to seperate their trials,
> > which is a small victory for us. Right after that my girlfriend,
> who
> > was like my dream girl since I was a young kid, broke up with me
> > because she claimed she could not deal with my stress anymore and
> > that she was afraid that she was not gonna be able to help me
when
> my
> > brothers case goes to trial.
> >
> > Since then I feel like my world is falling apart. I love her
very
> > much and have for a long time, I always pictured her as probably
> the
> > ONLY one who could put up with my problems and help me though it,
> but
> > if she cant, I dunno if anyone can.
> >
> > I havent or laughed in days, and thats not me, I just feel lost.