sometims i just dont understand people. why are people so viscious
to other people, for no reason. we got a big snow storm here over
the weekend i spent 2 1/2 hours digging out my car so i could come to
work (i work in the rental office of a high rise apartment complex)
and i get here and i get my life threatened b3ecause people could not
get there cars out of the parking lot....where they are parked
illegally!!! thew parked in the spots that are resevred where the
snow plow is supposed to push the snow into....then the bitch because
the plow could not plow anything...and now they are threatening to
beat me up becuse their cars are stuck...but not one of them will
lift a finger to help with anything....sometimes i wonder why i even
got up in the morning...maybe i should have just stayed
home...sometimes i wonder why i ever leave my house...i dont really
have friends...the one friend i have is married with kids so i nev er
see her anymore...i met a wonderful manbut he lives half way around
the world...we call and write and email but i just feel so
alone...right now i am staying with my parents while i pay off some
bills and get my finances straight....and i know i need my own
place...because they are driving me nuts....but on the other hand
once i get my own place i will be sitting there alone with no one
again...at least at my parents even though they are screaming at
least i know someone is there...