My time is coming soon, too... best thing I've done for improvements
is to be able to work with a bloke that has that same name - I can't
*call him* by his name - I call him "Soup" (long story for the
nickname, but it works well)... but I can actually talk with the guy
without having a panic attack or flashing-back...

Small gains over big ground. We're going to make it, one moment, one
step, one day at a time.

DO keep posting -every day if need be - and I, for one, will post
back atcha to keep you at'em. We're all here rooting for you. You
don't have to walk in the darkness alone.

Love and light,
Siobhan



--- In emsfirepoliceptsd@yahoogroups.com, iiovelife <no_reply@y...>
wrote:
> it is getting around that time again, time for me to start
spiralling
> downward. it has become seasonal for me. and i am entering into
> that season. spring is normally the season of happiness and cheer,
> but not for me. it is the season i fight my deamons. i will try
to
> keep posting every day if i can.love you all!!