Hello everyone sorry i havent wrote in along time i have been under
alot of stress it seems everyone has been dying at work i havent had
a save in along time. But i did save a 5 yr old in cardiac arrest
awhileback. I am on temporary leave due to PSVT i had surgery and it
did not fix the problem so i am going to have to have another one
but i am still working part time for the rural service i just dont
have any energy. I had halloween off and had a good time with my
kids I havent got to spend much time with them since i have been
working 2 jobs i feel like they dont know me anymore and it was
great getting to spend time with them and take them trick are
treating. My 3 yr old had a great time. My 13 yr old he was just
looking for his girlfriend. He is driving me crazy he is so girl
crazy. Anyway i am looking forward to fall and it hasent happened
here in oklahoma yet. and i dont know when it will lol. So how is
everyone else doing? I have decided ems just sucks you in and takes
your mind and everything else and when your done where are u left to
go. im sorry if that offends anyone but thats how i feel latley but
this is ptsd right and i feel we all suffer from ptsd in this line
of work not counting the other issues i suffer from int he past.
Anyway i hope all of you are doing well. Best wishes.