me again LOL i just wanted to ask if you have explored any of the
alternative medicine routes for the pain? doctors wont recommend
them normally but i know a lot of people who are finding some relief
with accupressure, accupuncture, reflexology, herbs and
chiropractors...ok so now i have to run

--- In emsfirepoliceptsd@yahoogroups.com, Steven Amiott
<medic_435@y...> wrote:
> thanks for the welcome Amy (that is my sisters name) yeah i am on
zoloft xanix midren restoril neuronton fiornial darvacet n celibrex
just a regular walking drug store they started me on the zoloft then
changed it to lexapro that stuff just fanned the otherwise smoldering
fuse so they got me back on the zoloft trigger points well right now
that is a laugh...as it could be anything at any time a sight sound
smell.......anything right down to how someone else feels i dont
sleep at night cause i dont like the nightmares i have i dont like to
close my eyes and see the faces of ppl i could not help like the 11
month old baby boy that i still remember his name his blonde curley
hair and big brown eyes as i was looking into as i was working my ass
off to keep him alive......did not work oh yeah then you have to see
the family thats always the best cause the last time they saw you and
their baby he was alive and now he is dead.or the man that meets you
at the door crying, saying that he
> thinks wife of 50 years is dead.....then you find your self
setting in the ER waiting room with your arm around him with him
crying like a baby as his family wont be there for a couple of
hours.........or the man down call that he is bleeding and in the
road you find him with blood everyware and role him over expecting to
worst only to find he had now hit you and kicked you in the family
jewels..... so now insted of sleeping i am awake every time a house
cracks or pops......
> Then just when you think it cant get worse your setting in your own
home and see your horse trample and stomp a 5 y/o neighbors boy
before your very eyes .......i just thought i felt bad before
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