EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions



I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with assistance of

my ET buddy.



I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go and getting

ready for the next era I wanted to do something about eating habits, and my

energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot recently and have struggled

repeatedly with reducing and then regaining. The idea of another attempt seemed

futile and the possibility of returning to my previous size insurmountable.

Though people know me as a passionate person and a passionate trainer, and

during training courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to fizzle

these days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and fuelled all kinds of

projects for which I just havent had the power available for some time.



I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the physics of

your soul.



It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as energy fields

and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A soul intrusion can occur,

according to the author, when there are similarities in the trauma of the

subject and the intruding soul. I had never contemplated whether I myself might

have 'entity attachment' or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing

it. I knew others did,  but I thought I would explore, and this is what happened

:



We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a start point :



     Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in my eating

behaviours I love and accept myself



This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't relate it to

anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til the energy subsided.



My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything related to this.



Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there. Again it was

very emotional. We tapped :



     Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself



When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt peaceful

loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a possible intruding

soul or more local energy field within my own.



I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be honest I

don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really matter, I just went with

the flow as there was definitely something energetic there connected to my

eating habits.



So we tapped for a while on :



Even though I've been eating for two..



Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't know .



Even though it must have been there for three years ..



My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not needed here,

to go to where it should be.



But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't feel like a very

loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in some way. If it had a similar

pattern to me, then it needed recognition, acceptance and love, so I silently

entered into a dialog with the energy field, from the understanding I have

gained through exploring the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping,

something like this:



Im sorry...



I'm sorry you're hurting about something.....



Its ok that you came here ....



I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and everything is ok,

and I love you ...



So you can go now, with my love ...



I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the energy in,

held it momentarily inside with love then let it through and out and off it

went. I felt lighter. I felt love.



I scanned again, was there anything else around?



Damn !! yes there was.



I connected to this second energy.



It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.



Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here. That didn't

feel right to me.



Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar dialog,

silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone buddy patiently tapped

along supporting the process (which was really fabulous support to have by the

way). The second dialog went something like his .



Im sorry ....



You are angry.



Something happened to you.



Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.



Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...



The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...



Thank you for being here ...



But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater love ...



Everything is ok now



And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went



So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through it all again,

but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this time behind me. I tried

to turn around to face it, it stayed behind me, kind of stubborn so I worked

with the energy behind my back a medium distance away.



So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar dialog with this

energy, brought the energy in through and out and off it went.



Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in control. I

felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so grateful and happy. I feel

like my old self again, the me that's not been around for a long time.



Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't really matter.

What's certain is that there was energy in my wider energy field. Judging by the

time these behaviours had been going on, they may have been there for the last 3

years which had been influencing me in some way. I never used to have problems

with being able to change my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and

enjoy that and the results from it. But the last few years everything I tried

was an effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and I feel more relaxed

about it, in control again and that change is possible again and not such an

effort.



I contemplated about when I could have experienced stress or trauma a few years

back that could have triggered this. Maybe when I downsized my business. It was

a stressful time. I'd overworked myself and burnt out with 2-3 years on

nationwide training, 2-3 times a month and running my practice and managing the

call centre. A contractor/friend that I had to let go of did something which at

the time was a huge betrayal for me with a financial impact that I never fully

recovered from. That was a tough time. And really, since then, I've not been

operating anywhere near my full potential.



So now I feel clean, lighter, brighter and it feels like the new era has begun.



I hope this personal healing experience has given some insights.



It shows how well EFT and ET can complement each other and can work together. It

shows how energy disturbances in our wider energy field can be effecting us and

we are unconscious of that. It shows that, if these were soul intrusions, and it

feels like they could have been in my case given the emotion that was connected

to even the thought of it, that they can be dealt with in an energetic way.

Hopefully now, my behaviour patterns are freed up for real healing and change.

It certainly feels like that, like the old me is back. :-)



So I learned a lot from this myself and this has opened up my own awareness as

to what other things may be going on in addictive behaviours that are resistant

to change and I feel more equipped to work in this area now, with this added new

dimension in my toolkit, that I was unfamiliar with til now.



Thanks to my ace ET Buddy for carrying the energy of that amazing session. That

was an important support to the whole process showing the value of another

person's energy field, even when they are just silently patiently tapping along

and offering loving acceptance. As facilitators, do not underestimate the power

and importance of your role even if it feels like you aren't actively doing much

as the client is processing and healing.



Any comments are welcome.



Love to all, Sandra



www.sandrahillawi.com



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I'm eating for two - I like that! That's very interesting.



In PS we call these kinds of energies "hitchhikers".



I'm very pleased that you treated them kindly, with compassion and

followed the basic rule of "assisting things to be in their rightful

places" rather than turning the session into some hideous exorcism.



Also interesting for newbies should be the observation that ET and EFT

were used together here. When the client gets very - downhearted, for

the want of a better word, tapping is a good way to get them up enough

to start working with the energy forms consciously again.



It seems to me - and has for quite some time now - that it is a really

important job that each one of us has to do every day is not to read the

mail or go to work as the primary target, but to keep one's vibrations

UP and refuse to be pulled down into states of magic failure and misery.



In those states I'm sure we are much more likely to attract the

equivalent of astral fleas and other forms of energetic parasites, may

they have a consciousness or not.



I would also remind anyone who is having trouble with their states to

remember the Heart Healing exercise. If you have little energy to give

or you're low, THAT'S the place to leverage what you have left to give

for an upward turn into a virtuous spiral that brings you back to

operating capacity.



I would also advise to PRESCRIBE Heart Healing, 3x a day, just like you

would take a pill, for people who've been through a major energy session

in order to stabilize the gains and get the new states firmly established.



Good work and interesting observations,



SFX



PS And the tech aspects want me to make the note not to forget that

these things aren't really "soul intrusions" or "hitchhikers" but ereas

- existing energetic realities, energy forms, and that's all they are,

no matter how bugging or otherwise negative they may appear!

how very interesting Sandra, thank you for sharing this with us all. You are

so right about the support of a buddy. Once again it is great to see

EmoTrance working so complementary with other therapies in this case EFT.

Thanks Silvia for the reminder re Heart Healing exercise.



with love Louise

www.emotionalfreedom-training.co.uk







On Wed, Sep 3, 2008 at 10:42 AM, Silvia Hartmann <sfx@...> wrote:



>   I'm eating for two - I like that! That's very interesting.

>

> In PS we call these kinds of energies "hitchhikers".

>

> I'm very pleased that you treated them kindly, with compassion and

> followed the basic rule of "assisting things to be in their rightful

> places" rather than turning the session into some hideous exorcism.

>

> Also interesting for newbies should be the observation that ET and EFT

> were used together here. When the client gets very - downhearted, for

> the want of a better word, tapping is a good way to get them up enough

> to start working with the energy forms consciously again.

>

> It seems to me - and has for quite some time now - that it is a really

> important job that each one of us has to do every day is not to read the

> mail or go to work as the primary target, but to keep one's vibrations

> UP and refuse to be pulled down into states of magic failure and misery.

>

> In those states I'm sure we are much more likely to attract the

> equivalent of astral fleas and other forms of energetic parasites, may

> they have a consciousness or not.

>

> I would also remind anyone who is having trouble with their states to

> remember the Heart Healing exercise. If you have little energy to give

> or you're low, THAT'S the place to leverage what you have left to give

> for an upward turn into a virtuous spiral that brings you back to

> operating capacity.

>

> I would also advise to PRESCRIBE Heart Healing, 3x a day, just like you

> would take a pill, for people who've been through a major energy session

> in order to stabilize the gains and get the new states firmly established.

>

> Good work and interesting observations,

>

> SFX

>

> PS And the tech aspects want me to make the note not to forget that

> these things aren't really "soul intrusions" or "hitchhikers" but ereas

> - existing energetic realities, energy forms, and that's all they are,

> no matter how bugging or otherwise negative they may appear!

>

>







--

Emotional Freedom Training offer inspirational and motivational courses to

enhance your life.





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Amazing Sandra, really really interesting. I like how you describe it as an

energy in your wider aura. Stands to reason.





Tell me, where did you find Garry's new book, sounds interesting, reminds me

that quite a few years ago I helped edit one of his books.







Cheers



Kate







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Hi everyone,



Glad you found the case write up interesting.

Kate...I met Garry in energym newsgroup, as I was asking for more

understanding about what is actually going on underpinning the

EmoTrance view of the world, viewed from other models including

physics, to gain deeper insights. I got more than I asked for ...as

he kindly offered me a review copy of his book to read.



So I guess it will be out soon.



Also...Funny thing happened this morning after posting this case....I

had a call from someone with, in their words, 'spirit attachments'

and could I help !!! What *have* I opened myself up for !!! :-))



Love and showers of sparkly dust to all!



Sandra





--- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "~Kate Strong~" <kates@...> wrote:

>

> Amazing Sandra, really really interesting. I like how you describe

it as an

> energy in your wider aura. Stands to reason.

>

>

> Tell me, where did you find Garry's new book, sounds interesting,

reminds me

> that quite a few years ago I helped edit one of his books.

>

>

>

> Cheers

>

> Kate

>

>

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

Hey all,



I am glad I was able to help Sandra with her problem. Because of my

shamanic background, I am familiar with the concepts with which we

were working on and was honored to gently help and facilitate the

process.



I very often work with EFT and ET and find it very useful, both

techniques mary well together.



I also believe that it does not matter what we call these

manifestations since they are energy fields anyway so as long as

whatever they eventually gets released, it does not matter. In the

shamanic tradition, we respectfully ask the "spirit intrusions" to

release themselves, or ask spirit helpers (like power animals) to

guide them on their way. In Sandra's case it was equally effective to

use dialogue work and EmoTrance. It is very important to be gentle and

loving all the while and patient. The release can be very fast but can

also take a fair amount of time. The whole session took two hours and

a lot of courage from the lovely woman herself!



I also suggested Heart Healing as a daily practise to help with the

"loss of magic" and also some energy dancing!



The Buddy



2008/9/3 Sandra Hillawi <sandra.hillawi@...>:

> Hi everyone,

>

> Glad you found the case write up interesting.

> Kate...I met Garry in energym newsgroup, as I was asking for more

> understanding about what is actually going on underpinning the

> EmoTrance view of the world, viewed from other models including

> physics, to gain deeper insights. I got more than I asked for ...as

> he kindly offered me a review copy of his book to read.

>

> So I guess it will be out soon.

>

> Also...Funny thing happened this morning after posting this case....I

> had a call from someone with, in their words, 'spirit attachments'

> and could I help !!! What *have* I opened myself up for !!! :-))

>

> Love and showers of sparkly dust to all!

>

> Sandra

>

> --- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "~Kate Strong~" <kates@...> wrote:

>>

>> Amazing Sandra, really really interesting. I like how you describe

> it as an

>> energy in your wider aura. Stands to reason.

>>

>>

>> Tell me, where did you find Garry's new book, sounds interesting,

> reminds me

>> that quite a few years ago I helped edit one of his books.

>>

>>

>>

>> Cheers

>>

>> Kate

>>

>>

>>

>> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>>

>

>







--

Baya Salmon-Hawk

Personal Development and Relationships Consultant

bayasalmonhawk,vpweb.co.uk



"You can share your love but you cannot share your spirit"

Something else which is interesting regarding this issue of 'energy

attachments': today I received the book Logosyntheses (of Willem

Lammers), which I bought after recommendation of Dragon Rising a few

weeks back. see his article on AMT:

http://theamt.com/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=341



It's all about energetic forms of self or others which are to near or

not in place and healing it with words (so now I go very fast in

explaining something I only started to read). But I have the feeling;

VERY INTERESTING...

Loretta





--- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "Sandra Hillawi"

<sandra.hillawi@...> wrote:

>

> Hi everyone,

>

> Glad you found the case write up interesting.

> Kate...I met Garry in energym newsgroup, as I was asking for more

> understanding about what is actually going on underpinning the

> EmoTrance view of the world, viewed from other models including

> physics, to gain deeper insights. I got more than I asked for ...as

> he kindly offered me a review copy of his book to read.

>

> So I guess it will be out soon.

>

> Also...Funny thing happened this morning after posting this

case....I

> had a call from someone with, in their words, 'spirit attachments'

> and could I help !!! What *have* I opened myself up for !!! :-))

>

> Love and showers of sparkly dust to all!

>

> Sandra

>

>

> --- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "~Kate Strong~" <kates@> wrote:

> >

> > Amazing Sandra, really really interesting. I like how you

describe

> it as an

> > energy in your wider aura. Stands to reason.

> >

> >

> > Tell me, where did you find Garry's new book, sounds interesting,

> reminds me

> > that quite a few years ago I helped edit one of his books.

> >

> >

> >

> > Cheers

> >

> > Kate

> >

> >

> >

> > [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

> >

>

Sounds really interesting! Let us know when you have read further. I

am fascinated by the links between ancient forms of psychological

interventions (like shamanism) and the Energy Psychology world!

Hopefully, we will carry on discussing this thread.



Have a fab day!



Baya



2008/9/3 loretta.vanderstam <loretta.vanderstam@...>:

> Something else which is interesting regarding this issue of 'energy

> attachments': today I received the book Logosyntheses (of Willem

> Lammers), which I bought after recommendation of Dragon Rising a few

> weeks back. see his article on AMT:

> http://theamt.com/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=341

>

> It's all about energetic forms of self or others which are to near or

> not in place and healing it with words (so now I go very fast in

> explaining something I only started to read). But I have the feeling;

> VERY INTERESTING...

>

> Loretta

>

> --- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "Sandra Hillawi"

> <sandra.hillawi@...> wrote:

>>

>> Hi everyone,

>>

>> Glad you found the case write up interesting.

>> Kate...I met Garry in energym newsgroup, as I was asking for more

>> understanding about what is actually going on underpinning the

>> EmoTrance view of the world, viewed from other models including

>> physics, to gain deeper insights. I got more than I asked for ...as

>> he kindly offered me a review copy of his book to read.

>>

>> So I guess it will be out soon.

>>

>> Also...Funny thing happened this morning after posting this

> case....I

>> had a call from someone with, in their words, 'spirit attachments'

>> and could I help !!! What *have* I opened myself up for !!! :-))

>>

>> Love and showers of sparkly dust to all!

>>

>> Sandra

>>

>>

>> --- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "~Kate Strong~" <kates@> wrote:

>> >

>> > Amazing Sandra, really really interesting. I like how you

> describe

>> it as an

>> > energy in your wider aura. Stands to reason.

>> >

>> >

>> > Tell me, where did you find Garry's new book, sounds interesting,

>> reminds me

>> > that quite a few years ago I helped edit one of his books.

>> >

>> >

>> >

>> > Cheers

>> >

>> > Kate

>> >

>> >

>> >

>> > [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>> >

>>

>

>







--

Baya Salmon-Hawk

Personal Development and Relationships Consultant

bayasalmonhawk,vpweb.co.uk



"You can share your love but you cannot share your spirit"

Hi Sandra

Thanks for sharing this wonderfull experience!



Relating with weight I had the experience last week when playing with

the Genius Symbols that 'Space' (owning / taking own space and

leaving other peoples space with them)for me was very related with

eating habits. Reading your post I think this confirms me in thinking

this is defenitely a both-way-stream. As we ARE connected and we are

so UNCONSCIOUS of our/others boundaries and how trafic goes over

those boudaries (maybe from A to B the border is open, and from B to

A for whatever reason the border closed, or vise versa.)



We can take responsibility for what we EXPERIENCE, and we really

don't really know what's 'mine' or 'yours'.

Mmmm widen our concepts, widen our concepts... well not only widen,

our concepts of 'I' 'you', 'we', 'they' are really in for an upside

down transformation



Another thing your post again makes very clear for me is the

importance of welcoming and accepting (without submitting to it!)

whatever we encounter before we're able of letting go. I presume not

everyone will agree with that, but that's how I experience that so

far. And I do have to say for all who aren't already doing so: start

playing in Sanctuary which is now so much easier with the Genius

Symbols Silvia delivered. Because, well.... (sigh)... the inner

worlds do deserve unfoldments and so much more: they are such a

portal to who we are / become..., and there where many moments when

reading your experience that I saw unfoldments in the inner worlds.



Very brave encounter....



Loretta





--- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "Sandra Hillawi"

<sandra.hillawi@...> wrote:

>

>

> EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions

>

> I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with

assistance of my ET buddy.

>

> I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go

and getting ready for the next era I wanted to do something about

eating habits, and my energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot

recently and have struggled repeatedly with reducing and then

regaining. The idea of another attempt seemed futile and the

possibility of returning to my previous size insurmountable. Though

people know me as a passionate person and a passionate trainer, and

during training courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to

fizzle these days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and

fuelled all kinds of projects for which I just havent had the power

available for some time.

>

> I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the

physics of your soul.

>

> It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as

energy fields and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A

soul intrusion can occur, according to the author, when there are

similarities in the trauma of the subject and the intruding soul. I

had never contemplated whether I myself might have 'entity

attachment' or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing

it. I knew others did,  but I thought I would explore, and this is

what happened :

>

> We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a

start point :

>

>     Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in

my eating behaviours I love and accept myself

>

> This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't

relate it to anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til

the energy subsided.

>

> My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything

related to this.

>

> Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there.

Again it was very emotional. We tapped :

>

>     Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself

>

> When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt

peaceful loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a

possible intruding soul or more local energy field within my own.

>

> I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be

honest I don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really

matter, I just went with the flow as there was definitely something

energetic there connected to my eating habits.

>

> So we tapped for a while on :

>

> Even though I've been eating for two..

>

> Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't

know .

>

> Even though it must have been there for three years ..

>

> My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not

needed here, to go to where it should be.

>

> But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't

feel like a very loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in

some way. If it had a similar pattern to me, then it needed

recognition, acceptance and love, so I silently entered into a dialog

with the energy field, from the understanding I have gained through

exploring the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping,

something like this:

>

> Im sorry...

>

> I'm sorry you're hurting about something.....

>

> Its ok that you came here ....

>

> I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and

everything is ok, and I love you ...

>

> So you can go now, with my love ...

>

> I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the

energy in, held it momentarily inside with love then let it through

and out and off it went. I felt lighter. I felt love.

>

> I scanned again, was there anything else around?

>

> Damn !! yes there was.

>

> I connected to this second energy.

>

> It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.

>

> Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here.

That didn't feel right to me.

>

> Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar

dialog, silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone

buddy patiently tapped along supporting the process (which was really

fabulous support to have by the way). The second dialog went

something like his .

>

> Im sorry ....

>

> You are angry.

>

> Something happened to you.

>

> Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.

>

> Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...

>

> The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...

>

> Thank you for being here ...

>

> But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater

love ...

>

> Everything is ok now

>

> And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went

>

> So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through

it all again, but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this

time behind me. I tried to turn around to face it, it stayed behind

me, kind of stubborn so I worked with the energy behind my back a

medium distance away.

>

> So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar

dialog with this energy, brought the energy in through and out and

off it went.

>

> Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in

control. I felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so

grateful and happy. I feel like my old self again, the me that's not

been around for a long time.

>

> Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't

really matter. What's certain is that there was energy in my wider

energy field. Judging by the time these behaviours had been going on,

they may have been there for the last 3 years which had been

influencing me in some way. I never used to have problems with being

able to change my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and

enjoy that and the results from it. But the last few years everything

I tried was an effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and

I feel more relaxed about it, in control again and that change is

possible again and not such an effort.

>

> I contemplated about when I could have experienced stress or trauma

a few years back that could have triggered this. Maybe when I

downsized my business. It was a stressful time. I'd overworked myself

and burnt out with 2-3 years on nationwide training, 2-3 times a

month and running my practice and managing the call centre. A

contractor/friend that I had to let go of did something which at the

time was a huge betrayal for me with a financial impact that I never

fully recovered from. That was a tough time. And really, since then,

I've not been operating anywhere near my full potential.

>

> So now I feel clean, lighter, brighter and it feels like the new

era has begun.

>

> I hope this personal healing experience has given some insights.

>

> It shows how well EFT and ET can complement each other and can work

together. It shows how energy disturbances in our wider energy field

can be effecting us and we are unconscious of that. It shows that, if

these were soul intrusions, and it feels like they could have been in

my case given the emotion that was connected to even the thought of

it, that they can be dealt with in an energetic way. Hopefully now,

my behaviour patterns are freed up for real healing and change. It

certainly feels like that, like the old me is back. :-)

>

> So I learned a lot from this myself and this has opened up my own

awareness as to what other things may be going on in addictive

behaviours that are resistant to change and I feel more equipped to

work in this area now, with this added new dimension in my toolkit,

that I was unfamiliar with til now.

>

> Thanks to my ace ET Buddy for carrying the energy of that amazing

session. That was an important support to the whole process showing

the value of another person's energy field, even when they are just

silently patiently tapping along and offering loving acceptance. As

facilitators, do not underestimate the power and importance of your

role even if it feels like you aren't actively doing much as the

client is processing and healing.

>

> Any comments are welcome.

>

> Love to all, Sandra

>

> www.sandrahillawi.com

>

> Next ET Trainings : ET Practitioner, ET Relationships Consultant

(uk only), ET Trainer

>

> UK Sedgwick Park House : http://lovecliniconline.com/wordpress/?p=36

>

> USA CALIFORNIA 27-29 September

http://lovecliniconline.com/wordpress/?p=37

>

> USA TEXAS 15-17 November : http://lovecliniconline.com/wordpress/?

p=55

>

>

>

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

Dear Sandra,



thank you so much for your fascinating and extremely helpful account of this

amazing session.

and for your openness in sharing this.



some american indian tribe, i read, said that THE only thing 'wrong'  always, is

loneliness.  this can't not be the truth, in my opinion.



so the energies are looking for company, but actually love, and understanding.

and yours got them so they could go on with their own ??.  it helps to

'humanize' the ereas so they match us enough we can understand them , i guess.



also re loneliness, as you say, in a session,  having someone there, helps

immeasurably if 'only' by being there with you.



i've heard that Bill W., who began AA, never did overcome his womanizing. 

another addiction, of course.



random thoughts.



Fantastic post!!!!!!!



love

Nan











----- Original Message ----

From: Sandra Hillawi <sandra.hillawi@...>

To: emotrance2@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Wednesday, September 3, 2008 10:21:36 AM

Subject: [ET2] EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions







EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions



I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with assistance of

my ET buddy.



I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go and getting

ready for the next era I wanted to do something about eating habits, and my

energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot recently and have struggled

repeatedly with reducing and then regaining. The idea of another attempt seemed

futile and the possibility of returning to my previous size insurmountable.

Though people know me as a passionate person and a passionate trainer, and

during training courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to fizzle

these days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and fuelled all kinds of

projects for which I just havent had the power available for some time.



I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the physics of

your soul.



It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as energy fields

and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A soul intrusion can occur,

according to the author, when there are similarities in the trauma of the

subject and the intruding soul. I had never contemplated whether I myself might

have 'entity attachment' or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing

it. I knew others did,  but I thought I would explore, and this is what happened

:



We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a start point :



Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in my eating

behaviours I love and accept myself



This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't relate it to

anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til the energy subsided.



My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything related to this.



Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there. Again it was

very emotional. We tapped :



Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself



When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt peaceful

loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a possible intruding

soul or more local energy field within my own.



I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be honest I

don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really matter, I just went with

the flow as there was definitely something energetic there connected to my

eating habits.



So we tapped for a while on :



Even though I've been eating for two..



Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't know .



Even though it must have been there for three years ..



My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not needed here,

to go to where it should be.



But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't feel like a very

loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in some way. If it had a similar

pattern to me, then it needed recognition, acceptance and love, so I silently

entered into a dialog with the energy field, from the understanding I have

gained through exploring the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping,

something like this:



Im sorry...



I'm sorry you're hurting about something... ..



Its ok that you came here ....



I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and everything is ok,

and I love you ...



So you can go now, with my love ...



I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the energy in,

held it momentarily inside with love then let it through and out and off it

went. I felt lighter. I felt love.



I scanned again, was there anything else around?



Damn !! yes there was.



I connected to this second energy.



It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.



Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here. That didn't

feel right to me.



Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar dialog,

silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone buddy patiently tapped

along supporting the process (which was really fabulous support to have by the

way). The second dialog went something like his .



Im sorry ....



You are angry.



Something happened to you.



Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.



Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...



The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...



Thank you for being here ...



But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater love ...



Everything is ok now



And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went



So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through it all again,

but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this time behind me. I tried

to turn around to face it, it stayed behind me, kind of stubborn so I worked

with the energy behind my back a medium distance away.



So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar dialog with this

energy, brought the energy in through and out and off it went.



Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in control. I

felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so grateful and happy. I feel

like my old self again, the me that's not been around for a long time.



Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't really matter.

What's certain is that there was energy in my wider energy field. Judging by the

time these behaviours had been going on, they may have been there for the last 3

years which had been influencing me in some way. I never used to have problems

with being able to change my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and

enjoy that and the results from it. But the last few years everything I tried

was an effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and I feel more relaxed

about it, in control again and that change is possible again and not such an

effort.



I contemplated about when I could have experienced stress or trauma a few years

back that could have triggered this. Maybe when I downsized my business. It was

a stressful time. I'd overworked myself and burnt out with 2-3 years on

nationwide training, 2-3 times a month and running my practice and managing the

call centre. A contractor/friend that I had to let go of did something which at

the time was a huge betrayal for me with a financial impact that I never fully

recovered from. That was a tough time. And really, since then, I've not been

operating anywhere near my full potential.



So now I feel clean, lighter, brighter and it feels like the new era has begun.



I hope this personal healing experience has given some insights.



It shows how well EFT and ET can complement each other and can work together. It

shows how energy disturbances in our wider energy field can be effecting us and

we are unconscious of that. It shows that, if these were soul intrusions, and it

feels like they could have been in my case given the emotion that was connected

to even the thought of it, that they can be dealt with in an energetic way.

Hopefully now, my behaviour patterns are freed up for real healing and change.

It certainly feels like that, like the old me is back. :-)



So I learned a lot from this myself and this has opened up my own awareness as

to what other things may be going on in addictive behaviours that are resistant

to change and I feel more equipped to work in this area now, with this added new

dimension in my toolkit, that I was unfamiliar with til now.



Thanks to my ace ET Buddy for carrying the energy of that amazing session. That

was an important support to the whole process showing the value of another

person's energy field, even when they are just silently patiently tapping along

and offering loving acceptance. As facilitators, do not underestimate the power

and importance of your role even if it feels like you aren't actively doing much

as the client is processing and healing.



Any comments are welcome.



Love to all, Sandra



www.sandrahillawi. com



Next ET Trainings : ET Practitioner, ET Relationships Consultant (uk only), ET

Trainer



UK Sedgwick Park House : http://loveclinicon line.com/ wordpress/ ?p=36



USA CALIFORNIA 27-29 September http://loveclinicon line.com/ wordpress/ ?p=37



USA TEXAS 15-17 November : http://loveclinicon line.com/ wordpress/ ?p=55



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Sandra,

What an extraordinary experience. I could feel as I read your comments

that it would not have worked if you had attempted to "just send them

packing".



My projection? Could be. Your way of open acceptance did work. That is

what really matters. Your experience does have me wondering if possibly

something like that is going on in my own life. Most people I know would

think crazy if I even mentioned it, though.



Because of budget constraints I will not be able to attend your class in

San Francisco. I don't have the financial resources now. I tend to get

myself up to my ears in monthly bills and have for many years. My mind

is wondering what I can do to shift that train of thought and emotion to

something more life-enhancing.



I am currently reading Roger Gould, M.D.'s book, Shrink Yourself. It is

about dealing with the emotional issues of excess weight. I am about

half way through the book. Even so far, it has been useful in examining

more closely what I am doing. He also has an online weight loss site,

www.shrinkyourself.com. May go that way at some point next month. I will

have a better idea after I finish his book. I do recommend the book,

though. I found it at my local library and may get it from Amazon or

similar web site later on.



Mary Nelson

http://www.eft4everyone.com



Sandra Hillawi wrote:

>

>

> EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions

>

> I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with

> assistance of my ET buddy.

>

> I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go and

> getting ready for the next era I wanted to do something about eating

> habits, and my energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot recently

> and have struggled repeatedly with reducing and then regaining. The

> idea of another attempt seemed futile and the possibility of returning

> to my previous size insurmountable. Though people know me as a

> passionate person and a passionate trainer, and during training

> courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to fizzle these

> days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and fuelled all

> kinds of projects for which I just havent had the power available for

> some time.

>

> I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the

> physics of your soul.

>

> It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as

> energy fields and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A

> soul intrusion can occur, according to the author, when there are

> similarities in the trauma of the subject and the intruding soul. I

> had never contemplated whether I myself might have 'entity attachment'

> or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing it. I knew

> others did, but I thought I would explore, and this is what happened :

>

> We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a start

> point :

>

> Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in my

> eating behaviours I love and accept myself

>

> This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't relate

> it to anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til the

> energy subsided.

>

> My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything

> related to this.

>

> Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there.

> Again it was very emotional. We tapped :

>

> Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself

>

> When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt

> peaceful loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a

> possible intruding soul or more local energy field within my own.

>

> I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be

> honest I don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really

> matter, I just went with the flow as there was definitely something

> energetic there connected to my eating habits.

>

> So we tapped for a while on :

>

> Even though I've been eating for two..

>

> Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't know .

>

> Even though it must have been there for three years ..

>

> My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not

> needed here, to go to where it should be.

>

> But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't feel

> like a very loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in some

> way. If it had a similar pattern to me, then it needed recognition,

> acceptance and love, so I silently entered into a dialog with the

> energy field, from the understanding I have gained through exploring

> the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping, something like

> this:

>

> Im sorry...

>

> I'm sorry you're hurting about something.....

>

> Its ok that you came here ....

>

> I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and

> everything is ok, and I love you ...

>

> So you can go now, with my love ...

>

> I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the

> energy in, held it momentarily inside with love then let it through

> and out and off it went. I felt lighter. I felt love.

>

> I scanned again, was there anything else around?

>

> Damn !! yes there was.

>

> I connected to this second energy.

>

> It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.

>

> Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here.

> That didn't feel right to me.

>

> Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar

> dialog, silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone buddy

> patiently tapped along supporting the process (which was really

> fabulous support to have by the way). The second dialog went something

> like his .

>

> Im sorry ....

>

> You are angry.

>

> Something happened to you.

>

> Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.

>

> Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...

>

> The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...

>

> Thank you for being here ...

>

> But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater love ...

>

> Everything is ok now

>

> And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went

>

> So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through it

> all again, but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this

> time behind me. I tried to turn around to face it, it stayed behind

> me, kind of stubborn so I worked with the energy behind my back a

> medium distance away.

>

> So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar dialog

> with this energy, brought the energy in through and out and off it went.

>

> Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in

> control. I felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so

> grateful and happy. I feel like my old self again, the me that's not

> been around for a long time.

>

> Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't really

> matter. What's certain is that there was energy in my wider energy

> field. Judging by the time these behaviours had been going on, they

> may have been there for the last 3 years which had been influencing me

> in some way. I never used to have problems with being able to change

> my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and enjoy that and the

> results from it. But the last few years everything I tried was an

> effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and I feel more

> relaxed about it, in control again and that change is possible again

> and not such an effort.

>

> I

>

thanks loretta, i went to the url and also find it very interesting, and will

get it -  and that it is related to Victor Frankl's work.   i LOVElove love

Frankl, who's book, 'Man's Search for Meaning', which includes his experiences -

inner and outer- in a concentration camp, is one of the most memorable, and

meaningful,  books i've ever read.



i just did a case study, on myself, using a technique of Lammers', from one of

the examples he gives in the article.

having listened to Cheb Mami and Sting sing 'Desert Rose' (one i recently

discovered, having been under a non current music rock for many years) so after

i'd listened to it over and over at least an hour i began inadvertantly energy

dancing.  then i applied his psychosynthesis,  sent the energy of the people i

apparently felt were watching me to the light,    and............i Danced!  just

for a few seconds there, but it apparently was really me, because i danced

through the block i'd just found and then felt very different, energy going out

of my feet. , and a completeness, energized.   whoa.



so thanks!:-)

nan





----- Original Message ----

From: loretta.vanderstam <loretta.vanderstam@...>

To: emotrance2@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Wednesday, September 3, 2008 2:57:59 PM

Subject: [ET2] Re: EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions





Something else which is interesting regarding this issue of 'energy

attachments' : today I received the book Logosyntheses (of Willem

Lammers), which I bought after recommendation of Dragon Rising a few

weeks back. see his article on AMT:

http://theamt. com/modules. php?name= News&file= article&sid= 341



It's all about energetic forms of self or others which are to near or

not in place and healing it with words (so now I go very fast in

explaining something I only started to read). But I have the feeling;

VERY INTERESTING. ..

Loretta











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Nan, that's an interesting experience!

Today I worked with a client with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, and it

appeared that she had squatered her energy all around (with former

husbands / partners / family). Well I did alot of ET with her which

went very well and then I asked her who's got still energy off her,

and I let her made the movement + say out loud: "I'll take all the

energy back which belongs to me" (In Through Out)and the

movement: "I'll give you everything back which belongs to you".

I'm very curious what it will bring her. She felt energized, so lets

see how it evolves.



The movement of taking whats yours and giving back what's not is a

movement we also do alot in family constellations. And that is really

about energy which is displaced, and put it back in the right place

(and let it stream)



Loretta





> thanks loretta, i went to the url and also find it very

interesting, and will get it -  and that it is related to Victor

Frankl's work.   i LOVElove love Frankl, who's book, 'Man's Search

for Meaning', which includes his experiences - inner and outer- in a

concentration camp, is one of the most memorable, and meaningful,

books i've ever read.

>

> i just did a case study, on myself, using a technique of Lammers',

from one of the examples he gives in the article.

> having listened to Cheb Mami and Sting sing 'Desert Rose' (one i

recently discovered, having been under a non current music rock for

many years) so after i'd listened to it over and over at least an

hour i began inadvertantly energy dancing.  then i applied his

psychosynthesis,  sent the energy of the people i apparently felt

were watching me to the light,    and............i Danced!  just for

a few seconds there, but it apparently was really me, because i

danced through the block i'd just found and then felt very different,

energy going out of my feet. , and a completeness, energized.   whoa.

>

> so thanks!:-)

> nan

>

>

> ----- Original Message ----

> From: loretta.vanderstam <loretta.vanderstam@...>

> To: emotrance2@yahoogroups.com

> Sent: Wednesday, September 3, 2008 2:57:59 PM

> Subject: [ET2] Re: EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions

>

>

> Something else which is interesting regarding this issue of 'energy

> attachments' : today I received the book Logosyntheses (of Willem

> Lammers), which I bought after recommendation of Dragon Rising a

few

> weeks back. see his article on AMT:

> http://theamt. com/modules. php?name= News&file= article&sid= 341

>

> It's all about energetic forms of self or others which are to near

or

> not in place and healing it with words (so now I go very fast in

> explaining something I only started to read). But I have the

feeling;

> VERY INTERESTING. ..

> Loretta

>

>

>

>

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

Hi Mary



Sorry we won't be meeting this time in SF

Hope you can get to a future training

If you'd like to explore some of the issues you may have that Ive just sorted

out for myself, would be happy to help by phone or skype.



Im still feeling fab, energised happy and sparkling and I even....wait for

it......went to the local Curves gym today to check out a bit of fun exercise !!

Thats a real 'Oh My God' for me !!!! LOL the idea of Exercise being fun

!!!!.....so I guess we exorcised my exercise demon also !!!!! LOL



Feel free to contact me off list if you want.



Just a last comment about the energetic manifestations we worked with....as

Silvia and Baya said, its all energy,and though we may mix approaches when we do

our sessions....EFT and ET, Reiki and ET, Shamanic work and ET....etc we need to

be clear what *is* EmoTrance and what is *another* approach.....especially those

of us who are practitioners and trainers, so that we dont confuse our clients

seeking to understand the concepts as well as have a healing session.



Example,  Baya's comments about the Shamaic approach,  'Power Animals' talking

to the 'attached spirit' on your behalf....couldn't the power animal be seen as

a metaphor for that part of you which has greater resources?  and that this part

of you enters into a similar dialog with the attached field in order to release

it.



In the end, we come back to the simpicity of the EmoTrance model, that its all

still only energy.



Love

Sandra :-)









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Sandra Hillawi wrote:



> Just a last comment about the energetic manifestations we worked

> with....as Silvia and Baya said, its all energy,and though we may mix

> approaches when we do our sessions....EFT and ET, Reiki and ET, Shamanic

> work and ET....etc we need to be clear what *is* EmoTrance and what is

> *another* approach.....especially those of us who are practitioners and

> trainers, so that we dont confuse our clients seeking to understand the

> concepts as well as have a healing session.

>

> Example, Baya's comments about the Shamaic approach, 'Power Animals'

> talking to the 'attached spirit' on your behalf....couldn't the power

> animal be seen as a metaphor for that part of you which has greater

> resources? and that this part of you enters into a similar dialog with

> the attached field in order to release it.

>

> In the end, we come back to the simpicity of the EmoTrance model, that

> its all still only energy.

>

> Love

> Sandra :-)



That's completely correct and a good point to make.



Bringing it down to "ereas" -> something made of energy and it needs to

be some where, needs to flow and that's ALL we worry about helps

tremendously with working cleanly, especially at the beginning.



Even if we have a real spirit animal on our hands, it is simply so that

a spirit cat is VERY, VERY different from a hard cat and as soon as we

start to think in terms of a hard cat, limitations from the hard come

right in and everything goes strange - ESPECIALLY AT THE BEGINNING.



Once we got our "hard heads" LOL! around the idea that we're dealing

with energy, and how energy works, and how to approach energy cleanly,

with a full focused desire to restore the Even Flow and nothing else

besides, THEN we can go back and start metaphorizing again, because we

have thoroughly learned the art of really understanding energy in and of

itself.



But still, and even for the most advanced Project Sanctuary players on

this planet today, there are still moments when we lose the plot and

start thinking in terms of kitty litter, scratched chairs, mice dying in

agony and shedded hair on the carpet when we encounter a spirit cat!



And even THERE, there is no more direct course towards magic, regaining

your power AND moving towards the Even Flow as to remind yourself and

others that THIS IS ONLY AN ENERGY FORM you're dealing with.



This one sentence, "THIS IS ONLY ENERGY!" is what gives us the power -

let's be sure to keep it safe for ourselves, and future generations, and

stay stalwart on insisting that especially ET beginners (and those could

be 99 years old and having practiced Reiki, Psychotherapy AND witchcraft

since they were 5 years old and in terms of ET they would still be

beginners if they've just started with it!) keep it clean and keep it

pure to get the most from what we've got.



It's only an energy!



SFX :-)



PS - I'm now going to write a post to the new PS Forum, reminding the

Players of that simple fact. I GUARANTEE that a dozen of them will go,

"Oh yeah ..." and then go on to solve the complicated problem that

involved three mountains, half a dozen dwarves, 16 artefacts, 2 alien

civilisations, 18 angels and a time span of 3 million years within the

next minute or two ...



LOL ...

----- Original Message ----

From: Silvia Hartmann <sfx@...>

To: emotrance2@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Friday, September 5, 2008 8:13:50 PM

Subject: Re: [ET2] Re: EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions



>>

PS - I'm now going to write a post to the new PS Forum, reminding the

Players of that simple fact. I GUARANTEE that a dozen of them will go,

"Oh yeah ..." and then go on to solve the complicated problem that

involved three mountains, half a dozen dwarves, 16 artefacts, 2 alien

civilisations, 18 angels and a time span of 3 million years within the

next minute or two ...



LOL ...

>>>

that's 2 dozen dwarves...

nan









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