>> That seemed like you write of "adding a Beloved" but how come I
am not aware of her presence over the last twenty years?
Comment appreciated, thanks.
With love,
Huggie<<<

According to the theory behind the immortal beloved pattern, the reason
that you're not feeling her there would be unresolved bereavement issues
or energetic injuries remaining, that would be another term.

Have a go at localising these, healing them and then noting how and what
differences that makes?

SFX