Sandra,
What an extraordinary experience. I could feel as I read your comments
that it would not have worked if you had attempted to "just send them
packing".

My projection? Could be. Your way of open acceptance did work. That is
what really matters. Your experience does have me wondering if possibly
something like that is going on in my own life. Most people I know would
think crazy if I even mentioned it, though.

Because of budget constraints I will not be able to attend your class in
San Francisco. I don't have the financial resources now. I tend to get
myself up to my ears in monthly bills and have for many years. My mind
is wondering what I can do to shift that train of thought and emotion to
something more life-enhancing.

I am currently reading Roger Gould, M.D.'s book, Shrink Yourself. It is
about dealing with the emotional issues of excess weight. I am about
half way through the book. Even so far, it has been useful in examining
more closely what I am doing. He also has an online weight loss site,
www.shrinkyourself.com. May go that way at some point next month. I will
have a better idea after I finish his book. I do recommend the book,
though. I found it at my local library and may get it from Amazon or
similar web site later on.

Mary Nelson
http://www.eft4everyone.com

Sandra Hillawi wrote:
>
>
> EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions
>
> I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with
> assistance of my ET buddy.
>
> I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go and
> getting ready for the next era I wanted to do something about eating
> habits, and my energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot recently
> and have struggled repeatedly with reducing and then regaining. The
> idea of another attempt seemed futile and the possibility of returning
> to my previous size insurmountable. Though people know me as a
> passionate person and a passionate trainer, and during training
> courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to fizzle these
> days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and fuelled all
> kinds of projects for which I just havent had the power available for
> some time.
>
> I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the
> physics of your soul.
>
> It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as
> energy fields and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A
> soul intrusion can occur, according to the author, when there are
> similarities in the trauma of the subject and the intruding soul. I
> had never contemplated whether I myself might have 'entity attachment'
> or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing it. I knew
> others did, but I thought I would explore, and this is what happened :
>
> We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a start
> point :
>
> Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in my
> eating behaviours I love and accept myself
>
> This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't relate
> it to anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til the
> energy subsided.
>
> My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything
> related to this.
>
> Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there.
> Again it was very emotional. We tapped :
>
> Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself
>
> When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt
> peaceful loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a
> possible intruding soul or more local energy field within my own.
>
> I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be
> honest I don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really
> matter, I just went with the flow as there was definitely something
> energetic there connected to my eating habits.
>
> So we tapped for a while on :
>
> Even though I've been eating for two..
>
> Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't know .
>
> Even though it must have been there for three years ..
>
> My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not
> needed here, to go to where it should be.
>
> But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't feel
> like a very loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in some
> way. If it had a similar pattern to me, then it needed recognition,
> acceptance and love, so I silently entered into a dialog with the
> energy field, from the understanding I have gained through exploring
> the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping, something like
> this:
>
> Im sorry...
>
> I'm sorry you're hurting about something.....
>
> Its ok that you came here ....
>
> I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and
> everything is ok, and I love you ...
>
> So you can go now, with my love ...
>
> I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the
> energy in, held it momentarily inside with love then let it through
> and out and off it went. I felt lighter. I felt love.
>
> I scanned again, was there anything else around?
>
> Damn !! yes there was.
>
> I connected to this second energy.
>
> It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.
>
> Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here.
> That didn't feel right to me.
>
> Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar
> dialog, silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone buddy
> patiently tapped along supporting the process (which was really
> fabulous support to have by the way). The second dialog went something
> like his .
>
> Im sorry ....
>
> You are angry.
>
> Something happened to you.
>
> Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.
>
> Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...
>
> The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...
>
> Thank you for being here ...
>
> But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater love ...
>
> Everything is ok now
>
> And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went
>
> So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through it
> all again, but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this
> time behind me. I tried to turn around to face it, it stayed behind
> me, kind of stubborn so I worked with the energy behind my back a
> medium distance away.
>
> So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar dialog
> with this energy, brought the energy in through and out and off it went.
>
> Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in
> control. I felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so
> grateful and happy. I feel like my old self again, the me that's not
> been around for a long time.
>
> Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't really
> matter. What's certain is that there was energy in my wider energy
> field. Judging by the time these behaviours had been going on, they
> may have been there for the last 3 years which had been influencing me
> in some way. I never used to have problems with being able to change
> my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and enjoy that and the
> results from it. But the last few years everything I tried was an
> effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and I feel more
> relaxed about it, in control again and that change is possible again
> and not such an effort.
>
> I
>