Hi Sandra
Thanks for sharing this wonderfull experience!

Relating with weight I had the experience last week when playing with
the Genius Symbols that 'Space' (owning / taking own space and
leaving other peoples space with them)for me was very related with
eating habits. Reading your post I think this confirms me in thinking
this is defenitely a both-way-stream. As we ARE connected and we are
so UNCONSCIOUS of our/others boundaries and how trafic goes over
those boudaries (maybe from A to B the border is open, and from B to
A for whatever reason the border closed, or vise versa.)

We can take responsibility for what we EXPERIENCE, and we really
don't really know what's 'mine' or 'yours'.
Mmmm widen our concepts, widen our concepts... well not only widen,
our concepts of 'I' 'you', 'we', 'they' are really in for an upside
down transformation

Another thing your post again makes very clear for me is the
importance of welcoming and accepting (without submitting to it!)
whatever we encounter before we're able of letting go. I presume not
everyone will agree with that, but that's how I experience that so
far. And I do have to say for all who aren't already doing so: start
playing in Sanctuary which is now so much easier with the Genius
Symbols Silvia delivered. Because, well.... (sigh)... the inner
worlds do deserve unfoldments and so much more: they are such a
portal to who we are / become..., and there where many moments when
reading your experience that I saw unfoldments in the inner worlds.

Very brave encounter....

Loretta


--- In emotrance2@yahoogroups.com, "Sandra Hillawi"
<sandra.hillawi@...> wrote:
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> EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions
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> I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with
assistance of my ET buddy.
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> I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go
and getting ready for the next era I wanted to do something about
eating habits, and my energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot
recently and have struggled repeatedly with reducing and then
regaining. The idea of another attempt seemed futile and the
possibility of returning to my previous size insurmountable. Though
people know me as a passionate person and a passionate trainer, and
during training courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to
fizzle these days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and
fuelled all kinds of projects for which I just havent had the power
available for some time.
>
> I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the
physics of your soul.
>
> It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as
energy fields and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A
soul intrusion can occur, according to the author, when there are
similarities in the trauma of the subject and the intruding soul. I
had never contemplated whether I myself might have 'entity
attachment' or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing
it. I knew others did, but I thought I would explore, and this is
what happened :
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> We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a
start point :
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> Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in
my eating behaviours I love and accept myself
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> This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't
relate it to anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til
the energy subsided.
>
> My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything
related to this.
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> Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there.
Again it was very emotional. We tapped :
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> Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself
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> When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt
peaceful loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a
possible intruding soul or more local energy field within my own.
>
> I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be
honest I don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really
matter, I just went with the flow as there was definitely something
energetic there connected to my eating habits.
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> So we tapped for a while on :
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> Even though I've been eating for two..
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> Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't
know .
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> Even though it must have been there for three years ..
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> My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not
needed here, to go to where it should be.
>
> But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't
feel like a very loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in
some way. If it had a similar pattern to me, then it needed
recognition, acceptance and love, so I silently entered into a dialog
with the energy field, from the understanding I have gained through
exploring the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping,
something like this:
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> Im sorry...
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> I'm sorry you're hurting about something.....
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> Its ok that you came here ....
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> I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and
everything is ok, and I love you ...
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> So you can go now, with my love ...
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> I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the
energy in, held it momentarily inside with love then let it through
and out and off it went. I felt lighter. I felt love.
>
> I scanned again, was there anything else around?
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> Damn !! yes there was.
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> I connected to this second energy.
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> It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.
>
> Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here.
That didn't feel right to me.
>
> Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar
dialog, silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone
buddy patiently tapped along supporting the process (which was really
fabulous support to have by the way). The second dialog went
something like his .
>
> Im sorry ....
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> You are angry.
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> Something happened to you.
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> Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.
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> Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...
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> The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...
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> Thank you for being here ...
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> But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater
love ...
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> Everything is ok now
>
> And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went
>
> So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through
it all again, but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this
time behind me. I tried to turn around to face it, it stayed behind
me, kind of stubborn so I worked with the energy behind my back a
medium distance away.
>
> So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar
dialog with this energy, brought the energy in through and out and
off it went.
>
> Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in
control. I felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so
grateful and happy. I feel like my old self again, the me that's not
been around for a long time.
>
> Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't
really matter. What's certain is that there was energy in my wider
energy field. Judging by the time these behaviours had been going on,
they may have been there for the last 3 years which had been
influencing me in some way. I never used to have problems with being
able to change my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and
enjoy that and the results from it. But the last few years everything
I tried was an effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and
I feel more relaxed about it, in control again and that change is
possible again and not such an effort.
>
> I contemplated about when I could have experienced stress or trauma
a few years back that could have triggered this. Maybe when I
downsized my business. It was a stressful time. I'd overworked myself
and burnt out with 2-3 years on nationwide training, 2-3 times a
month and running my practice and managing the call centre. A
contractor/friend that I had to let go of did something which at the
time was a huge betrayal for me with a financial impact that I never
fully recovered from. That was a tough time. And really, since then,
I've not been operating anywhere near my full potential.
>
> So now I feel clean, lighter, brighter and it feels like the new
era has begun.
>
> I hope this personal healing experience has given some insights.
>
> It shows how well EFT and ET can complement each other and can work
together. It shows how energy disturbances in our wider energy field
can be effecting us and we are unconscious of that. It shows that, if
these were soul intrusions, and it feels like they could have been in
my case given the emotion that was connected to even the thought of
it, that they can be dealt with in an energetic way. Hopefully now,
my behaviour patterns are freed up for real healing and change. It
certainly feels like that, like the old me is back. :-)
>
> So I learned a lot from this myself and this has opened up my own
awareness as to what other things may be going on in addictive
behaviours that are resistant to change and I feel more equipped to
work in this area now, with this added new dimension in my toolkit,
that I was unfamiliar with til now.
>
> Thanks to my ace ET Buddy for carrying the energy of that amazing
session. That was an important support to the whole process showing
the value of another person's energy field, even when they are just
silently patiently tapping along and offering loving acceptance. As
facilitators, do not underestimate the power and importance of your
role even if it feels like you aren't actively doing much as the
client is processing and healing.
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> Any comments are welcome.
>
> Love to all, Sandra
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