Silvia, Yes, you inspire me! How inspiring to read of someone coming up
another, parallel but different way to me.
And it just keeps on getting better as you step out away from the bad old
illusions about yourself, which you thought were so necessary.
I used to be totally nervous about groups. One night I dreamt I was on a
small stage, totally surrounded by Hells Angels, motorbike cowboys and I was
supposed to give them a workshop. I folded, "I can't do this! I Can't do it!" A
voice boomed out like the voice f God saying, "If you can't do it; nobody can!"
So I picked myself up. took charge and made a good job. I was never nervous
again." Whats a couple of hundred ordinary folks compared to 100 hard looking
Hells Angels!"

I specially liked this line, > That's where we say, "Oh wow! I want more of
THAT!"
I used to run workhops to teach people how to use 'Unconditional Love' in their
lives. People couldn't believe anyone could teach them that. My wife said,
"You'll have the cops after you!
But half way through, I would begin to hear, "This is what I've been looking for
all my life!"

Just a clue about Uncon. Love, if you know it as an ENERGY, not a concept or
even a feeling you can direct it and enhance it. And its in the Present,all the
bad old stuff is dropped away!

>"And somewhere along the line in these last four years, I got cured."
.......and don't ask me when or how, I am just so happy that it DID happen.

>. "But essentially, it doesn't matter either way, and when
you understand that, you are FREE."
Because you can drop it at any moment!

>"I can't begin to tell you what it was like to stand in front of these
people in tears, with three healers all around me and another 30 or more
extending their hands and giving their best attention to heal me."

Yes, I do have some idea. A healer stood over me in a field with some 30 people
in a circle, raising their hands and their healing. As it progressed, people
came pouring over the hills to be part of it and many were in tears. My son
estimated over seven hundred people rushed into that event. Then the healer put
me in the circle and one by one they hugged me while Huggie just blissed out!

>"As it happened, it did work. I did get to sing"
When on the mountain tops, SING; while in the valley, rest!

Bout time something came round the Internet and touched me. Thank you for
sharing all that with those who couldn't be there; and those that were and with
yourself.
With love,
Eric/Huggie











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