hey everyone!

Iam new at this-so i apolize if i dont ge the hang of this right
away.I have read some of the posts and it sounds like all of you guys
have really been through alot. I always said that verbal abuse was the
worse kind because, unlike physical you cant realy see it. i think that
was the worse problem with me learning what it actually was.Personally,
i think its alot worse then physical abuse becasue the scars never heal.
my mother has been emotionally abusing me for years. I dindt reconize
it untill after going through the same abuse with a guy.like many other
abusers, she is very is denial.It hurts me becasue unlike a man, you
cant ever get rid of your family untill you get another one. She does
everything she possibly can to tear down my self-esteem, shes called me
every name in the book. She's completly drove me away from ever wanting
to come back home. When i wont do something she asks, she always says
shes gonna be dead one day, so i should just do it.When i told her a
guy was abusing me, she just said she was glad he was doing it. i ran
away from home one night after she hit me because she didnt want me
goign out ( i was 22) for no good reason ( just control). she begged me
to come back, and when i did-she gulit-tripped me about leaving. She
says stuff like, she should have beat the shit out me a long time ago-
and iam never gonna get married b-c iam such a bitch.Well, has anyone
else had this problem of abuse steming over. What psychological
disorders are associated with abusive people? ellie