Well first of I am new here. And read all
messages thus far. and seems some of you including my self
need professional help. How ever in my case where I
live in such a small town they offer very little. But
I have yet to give up. my next place to turn is to
local church maybe there I can get a chat group
together.. just taling helps. one problem I am haveing is I
am a widower, single and parent of 2 young teens,
who are going thru puberty and as well as grief from
loosing mom. so at least you all are there for these
Individuels. I have no support at all.. I could have.. but
that would mean moving back up to Minnesota.
Burrrrrrrrrr.. not my idea of fun.. I did spend most of adult
life there married to my wife. but we moved to sunny
Az and a yr later she died on me.... any ways.. life
goes on but so damn hard to do alone and trust me no
one wants to be involved with some one who is
depredded.. I mean its one thing being married to them and
then it happens.. but not a good foundation to build
upon.<br> when I came across this title I was hopeing for a
large gathering in this group.. as i know from
experience when one if feeling down you don't want to go out
in public and see 100 others in same boat as were
all in.. so be thankful and never give up hope and if
all else fails seek professional help.. this is a
serious desease and can go bad with out notice... I. E.
suiside or worse.<br> Sorry about caps and punctuations..
not very good at typing or spelling.